WAWADIA Update #22: The Prescriptive Kinesiognomy of Modern Postural Yoga

 

 

The IGG campaign to support this coming book is galloping to its conclusion. (Four days left, 3K to go!) Thank you to every contributor so far, and to everyone who’s spread the word. Thank you especially to my crack editorial/promotional team: Jason Hirsch, Carol Horton, Roseanne Harvey, Laura Shaw, and Alix Bemrose.

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Oh chosen one, oh frozen one / Oh tangle of matter and ghost. 

— Leonard Cohen, “The Window”

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[dropcap]I[/dropcap]’m about to take some time off from the post-pushing phase of #WAWADIA to plunge into a few corners of quieter research. One of them will be this:

A crucial but mostly-unacknowledged premise that roots the tree of modern postural yoga is the principle of prescriptive kinesiognomy.

Of course, if I make up a term, I have to define it. “Kinesiognomy” would be: The practice of assessing a person’s character from the appearance of their movement. MPY makes this practice prescriptive insofar as it suggests postural and movement solutions for insufficiencies of character. Anxiety, depression and poor self-esteem are presumed to be remedied by altering the architecture and flow of physical poise. Freshly sculpted poise is taken as evidence of moral and emotional change.

I believe that analyzing this premise is crucial to the discussion of why – beyond practicing with poor instruction in biomechanics or receiving harsh adjustments – some people injure themselves in asana. It’s not enough to understand that practitioners can drive towards postures and movements that are constitutionally inappropriate for them. It’s not enough to understand that some are influenced by the charisma of teachers who are actually elite athletes affecting the public personae of therapists without appropriate training. It’s not enough to understand that many hounded by an advertising discourse that relies on as much or more manipulative female bodily objectification as any other industry. Intense drive on the mat is not only provoked by dreams of physical prowess or idealized visions of beauty or sexuality. Driven yogis are also breaking themselves against the physical premise of psychological virtue.

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WAWADIA: Six Lenses for Studying MPY (draft excerpt)

The following essay is featured in the full prospectus, released Nov 1 in support of this IGG campaign to help fund publication.

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Six Lenses for Studying MPY: Phenomenology, Biology, Intersubjectivity, Psychoanalysis, Feminism, and Cross-Cultural Studies

This project began as a record of injuries and injury contexts in the culture of modern postural yoga (MPY). Along the way, it has evolved into a broader meditation upon the body in our disembodied age: its timeless struggles and pains, the meanings of effort, pleasure, sacrifice, aloneness, merging, attachment, and non-attachment. It’s a meditation on how we push and pull against our flesh, knowing somehow that this inner split we feel is not quite right. How we reach out beyond our skins, as if from a chrysalis. How we reach in to find sensation, or memories of sensations, revealing themselves along an infinite scale from the blissful to the abject.

In the process of this study, I’ve reached out for as much theoretical help as I can find, and tried to view the scene through as many lenses as possible. I’ll describe some of these lenses here, briefly, to give a sense of what’s going on behind the curtain, and the concerns that have driven my questioning technique in the interviewing process. All of these lenses have limitations, which means that I don’t apply any of them exclusively or rigidly. I’m actually interested in their flaws as much as their strengths, because the flaws show me where more study and more humility are required. Each lens can only hold a part of the story about how we hurt and heal through yoga. The fuller stories, of course, are told by people, and I’ll try to let those take centre stage.

[dropcap]M[/dropcap]y natural point of departure will be the phenomenological view. This is a commitment to examining, as far as is possible, the immediate sensory data available in any given experience, before applying any theory at all. My own fascination with asana began with feeling it in my flesh: the sweetness of movement and strength, the frustration and pain at the limit of movement and strength, the endless dialogue between voluntary and involuntary actions, and the swell of my breath. I wouldn’t be writing this book were it not for these quickening sensations. Asana was the field of mindfulness through which I rediscovered and then remapped myself after the disembodiment of an awkward adolescence and the numbness of depression.

When I ask myself “What am I actually doing in asana?”, my attention seems to focus on the sound of that last word—āsana—which holds a cascade of internal and external textures that have poured through me, overtaken me, and proven my very existence to myself. When I say the word, I don’t think of posture or forms or teaching or teachers or ideals or goals. I think of actions that invite feelings and feelings that invite actions. The context seems irrelevant: these actions/feelings can flow equally freely when I’m alone in my study, or in a packed class in which the very walls seem to vibrate and sweat. The phenomenological approach allows me to pay attention to what something seems to be for me, before I get distracted by the question of what it means to me or others—or worse, what it should mean.

It’s an approach that’s coherent with a theme that hums like a drone throughout the literature of Ha·tha Yoga: concepts are a weak starting point for knowledge. The Hathapradīpikā, for example, sidelines all discussions of cosmology and ethics in favour of concentrating upon bodily realities: how to cook for your belly, how to clean your digestive organs, how to position your limbs and manipulate your breath to stimulate the most revelatory bodily responses. Some commentators go so far as to say that considerations of morality, for example, can further confuse the ambivalence of the alienated, non-present mind, and that there’s no use in thinking about what the body should do before one clearly feels it as a site of mystic discovery, and is fully awake to its possibilities. The idea is that appropriate philosophy will naturally flow from a mind first tamed and then vitalized by the celebrating flesh. More on this in a bit.

But any study that stops at the phenomenological level wallows in the wish that experience can somehow be separated from meaning. As many recent commentators in yoga culture have pointed out, the meaning of every experience—especially those that seem to convince us of their universality—are always filtered through the pre-existing psycho-social constructs of the practitioners. Yogis the world over might be feeling similar bodily sensations in practice, but this commonality will in no way predict a shared story. The strength of the phenomenological method—to value feeling over meaning—is also its outer weakness. It forgets, purposefully, that the feelings generated depend on the environmental and social contexts that produce them. Its inner weakness is its focus on the irreducibly subjective. Phenomenology tells me what I think I feel myself to be alone, when what I really am is the complex product of being with other people. Further, phenomenology will only ever reflect my experience back to myself within the confines of my own private language. I may learn to share this language artfully, but those who hear and read me will have far more access to my literary affect than to “me.”

Another profound problem with this starting point—and one which I’ll examine closely in this book, because it relates directly to our assumptions about pain and injury—is that there are often strong differences between what we feel is happening within us and what is actually happening. People who have come close to dying of hypothermia report warm blissful sensations as they relaxed into the icy water. Soldiers feel surges of confidence and vigour immediately after sustaining life-threatening wounds. If they make it to the field hospital, they will often decline pain medication for the first several days. The pain of an anorectic’s hunger can flicker into mystical pleasure. Most cancer sufferers are completely unaware of even substantial malignancies, because cancer cells do not provoke inflammatory responses, and cause no pain at all until they accumulate to such a degree that they create internal mechanical pressures that tissue and organ structures can no longer tolerate. All too often, our senses deceive us, even when our bodies are our focal points of mindful reflection. The best phenomenology can feel the body intimately, while utterly failing to know it.

This poses a sticky problem for the yoga practitioner, who is repeatedly told to “listen to the body” or “attune to the breath” in the hope of avoiding the stresses that lead to injury. But when we ask people to “listen to the body”, we just can’t know what they are hearing. We cannot say, “Here is the precise point at which a person’s effort and discomfort is turning into the pain of tissue damage.” And often, surprisingly, they can’t either. This means that all of the desired sensations evoked by asana can be pursued to the point of injury, while yielding many gifts along the way. Feeling open or extended or aligned is no guarantee of the health that most practitioners expect to come from practice.

[dropcap]T[/dropcap]his is where the nuts and bolts of the biomechanical and neuroscientific views come into play, to supplement the poetry of internal sensation with evidenced fact.

Let’s take the condition of “hypermobility” as an example. Subjective sensation alone will not tell a person that she’s hypermobile. She may discover it by comparing herself to other movers, or by visiting a kinesiologist who uses a clinical tool like the Beighton Scale, which measures the range of extension in key joints. If her hypermobility is the result of a genetic condition such as Ehlers-Danlos syndrome, neither her subjectivity nor physical examination alone will reveal this, unless she’s a microbiologist who can evaluate how she produces collagen for her joints.

To take a more generally applicable example, we cannot tell by sensation alone how our cartilage is managing the stress of daily life, let alone the pressures and twistings of asana. Articular cartilage is specifically evolved to evade nociception, or the perception of pain. A practitioner can fly through the strenuous sequences of Ashtanga Yoga for years, sustaining soft-tissue injuries from time to time that heal up well enough, while remaining completely unaware of the deterioration of their cartilage, until sudden and catastrophic pain erupts when it finally gives way, and bone meets bone with a sickening grind.

To date, most yoga education, because it has proceeded on phenomenological grounds, often bolstered by myopic spiritualism, has been woefully ignorant of the most basic facts surrounding the core actions of movement that many forms of practice demand. What is a safe range of motion, and how do we detect it in the individual? (Kinesiologists know. Most personal trainers know.) Do muscles actually lengthen via stretching? (Strangely, no.) Is steady breath really a foolproof method for maintaining safety in a pose? (Nope.) Is it actually healthful to do the exact same set of movements at the same time period every day? (Most sports medicine people agree that cross-training is essential for structural integrity.) What’s the actual mechanism by which our tolerance for pain increases? (The philosophy of mindfulness can help, but we really have to understand neurology before approaching this question with integrity.)

You’ll search yogic and Ayurvedic literature in vain for anything but poetic allusions to these questions, not to mention answers. Compared to what contemporary biomechanics and neuroscience has to offer, yoga seems ill-equipped to study itself. It must reach beyond the thrall of subjective reverie and its pre-biomedical heritage if it wants answers that can improve the safety and sustainability of practice.

[dropcap]A[/dropcap]s soon as the phenomenon of yoga practice becomes a conversation between teacher and student, one practitioner and others, or between yoga theory and other disciplines, we’re using an intersubjective view. This is the commitment to understanding all thoughts and feelings as arising through relationship between self and other. The learning of subjective mindfulness widens immeasurably when we consider how even our capacity to be mindful has been modeled for us by others, how our sense of hidden internal reality is something that forms with the realization that the other person has an interiority that we can’t access. The intersubjective lens widens away from the real estate of the body-alone-on-the-mat to take in the classroom of the studio and social life. In Threads of Yoga (2012), I summarized it this way:

“Intersubjectivity” is the philosophical and psychological acknowledgement that experience and meaning are co-created through human relationship. It is an advancement from the “isolated mind” moods of earlier philosophies (Descartes), early psychologies (Freud), and most of Western science prior to quantum theory— all of which presume clear boundaries between the observer and the observed, the “I” and the “you”. Intersubjectivity posits that although we often feel separated from each other in private bubbles of meaning, our fundamental condition is one of togetherness and unconscious empathy, in which we intuit that the interior lives of those we are with are similar to our own, that the “you” I encounter is another “I” looking back at a “you”, who is myself.

The intersubjective sphere begins to account for how we learn from each other, from how we think of ourselves to how we move. It is the realm of parents and children, teachers and students, friends, enemies, and neutral players. It describes every mode of being as a being-with. In asana, it would focus on the fact that other than the few hardwired movement reflexes (startling, rooting, suckling) that we are born with, the vast majority of our movement knowledge comes from our capacity to mirror others, most likely through the primal functions of our mirror neurology. This means that no one learns the often unnatural and counter-intuitive shapes of asana without mimicking what one sees others do. This in turn means that the asanas we learn are not even our own until our interest in mirroring has been exhausted and we begin to create new forms, driven by more original stimuli. Before this happens, we have to acknowledge that asana practice is not private, personal, or purely subjective. Asana occurs between bodies that generate their subjectivity by sharing it.

[dropcap]A[/dropcap]lthough I have a lot of reservations about it, I find that the psychoanalytic view can form a useful bridge between the internal sensations of asana and their intersubjective context. The psychoanalytic mode weaves a rich story of internal and internalized pressures that resonate loudly with the struggles my interview subjects present in their stories from the mat. The scope of its literature and practice is vast, and by turns pompous, myopic, and searingly insightful. Any study of yoga or mindfulness practice would be impoverished by ignoring it.

Of primary importance in the psychoanalytic consideration of asana is the idea that for as much as we long for “union” (with ourselves, with God, with a beloved), we are also terrified of the imagined effects of union upon the coherence of the selves we know. Every desire both conceals and reveals a fear. We want love, be we are not sure what it means or what we must sacrifice to have it.

Sigmund Freud may not have set a strong personal example for the modern yogic ideals of attunement, contentment, bodily awareness, geniality, and conceptual flexibility, but he did offer a crucial insight for all practitioners to consider. He critiqued the goal of mystical, “peak-experience” communion that is shared by most religious and yogic traditions as a longing to regress to an infantile state—for a “yoga” with the mother, prior to the stress of individuation. Today, he would likely say that yoga is fantasized—even hallucinated by the most neurotic adepts—as a state of oceanic interdependency in all aspects of our being, something that we unconsciously remember from the womb, and something to which we can never return, unless we concoct a metaphysical womb beyond the world that will someday receive us in unconditional warmth and love. This thought alone casts a poignant shadow over the yogic effort, while shedding light on how a kind of existential frustration might be a constant if hidden companion on our mats.

Strangely, the ascetic view of Patanjali’s time intersects with Freud’s cynicism about our happiest goals. In the Yoga Sutras, for example, there is no return to the oneness of the womb, or anything fulfilling in material life at all. Our best bet, it is said, is to seek for something beyond birth, contact, intimacy, change, and death. The entire thrust of this “classical” era of practice encourages the practitioner away from sensually immersive and unitary states, and to withdraw from action and social contact into a realm of perfectly isolated (kaivalya) observation. The text invokes a kind of “death drive”, to use Freud’s idea. Patanjali would suggest that the pleasure of psychosomatic integration—arguable the primary goal for most MPY practitioners—is an unstable answer to the sufferings of life, which can only be overcome by complete dissociation from everything we would know as being human. While we seem to feel in our bodies that some kind of somatic integration is possible, the psychoanalytic view suggests another way of looking at the ‘enlightenment’ goal we seek. If it really is a fantasized mirage beyond the horizon, we might wonder if we’ve been chasing it off the cliff of personal injury.

At its best, psychoanalytic literature provides rich insight into the process of self-formation, both through and against the development of an independent body. It tracks the early childhood attachments, and strategies for self-soothing and the acceptable expression of desire. It is very concerned with how a sense of selfhood displaces, satisfies, or neutralizes bodily needs, and whether resentment or even enmity towards the body can evolve through this process. It offers multiple narratives for the origin of self and body images: the internal ideals and disappointments that mediate both solitary and social actions. What is yoga, if not the active adjustment or even manipulation of our self- and body-images?

Psychoanalytic insights into how early family structures influence the formation of the self now have widespread cultural currency. We know that how a child is cared for or neglected, how her space is invaded or respected, how she is made to feel guilty for existing, or like she’s the very centre of the universe—this is crucial history for understanding the kind of body and world she feels herself to occupy as an adult. If yoga is pursued by many today in an attempt to feel comfortable in their skins, well-regulated in relationship, mindful of their needs without feeling needy, interdependent as opposed to co-dependent—the broad findings of psychoanalysis can be very useful. But I’ll focus on just one of its threads here.

The British psychoanalyst D.W. Winnicott described how a child who realizes that the parental object (usually framed as the mother, although today the gender-role essentialism of this position is receiving justified critique) cannot fulfill her every need may choose to interpret those needs as unworthy or even shameful. To manage this shame, the child learns to repress her needs by creating a “false self”, who masters the performance of a cheerful, apparently self-sufficient persona, refusing to display any need that would inconvenience the neglectful parent.

We know this person: nothing is ever wrong in her life. Even the wrong things are welcomed, divine challenges. Not only is it illegal for her to be publically miserable, but she dedicates herself to evangelizing happiness to every dark corner that dares to remind her of what she’s repressed.

Decades later, in her amazing work on the psychology of anorexia nervosa, Susie Orbach extended Winnicott’s idea of the “false self” into the idea of a “false body”. She suggests that as soon as the body reveals itself as needy, vulnerable, farting, menstruating, asymmetrical, or in pain, a sense of shame might overcome the person that can only be managed by fantasizing a body that must be incapable of producing these dark things. The false body is toxically vitalized by the anxious hope to please others through the performance of beauty and strength. The “truer” body—that vessel of aches and pains, fear and trembling, insomnia, frustrated urges and uncertain purpose—doesn’t go away, of course. It is still the lived-in body, wearing the fantasy as a disguise.

Orbach writes:

[W]here the developing child has not had a chance to experience its physicality as good, wholesome and essentially all right, it has little chance to live in an authentically experienced body. A false body is then fashioned which conceals the feelings of discomfort and insecurity with regard to the hidden or undeveloped ‘inner body’. The ‘false body’ is, like [Winnicott’s] ‘false self’, precarious. It works as a defense against the unaccepted embryonic real body. Again, like the false self, it is malleable. In attempting to gain external acceptance, the “false body’ is fluid and manipulable. The woman in the ‘false body’ becomes used to trying to reform it along approved-of lines. It does not provide the individual with a stable core but a physical plasticity expressing a complex of inner feelings.

It’s all so yoga. Orbach uses the language of “inner body” and “embryonic real body” (and later, “real self”) in opposition to the “false body”. This would seem to mirror many metaphysical streams in yoga that locate the source of bodily suffering in the repression or distortion of that subtler internal body that is closer to a real self. In many forms, yoga seems to be saying that the illusory physical form you identify with distracts you from the wounded energetic pattern that made it. Turn your attention to that wounded inner being, therefore. When you see what it actually is, it might dance freely.

Orbach suggests that in the person with anorexia this tangle of real and false bodies leads to tragically divisive behaviour:

She is caught in a tension. The separation from her embryonic self is at the same time an attempt at protecting it and an expression of her destructive impulse towards it. The push towards the latter comes out of conviction that the real self is bad, dangerous and poisonous. The real self has needs, and the mother’s early failure to meet these needs are the proof of their ‘illegitimacy’ and ‘the badness inside’. The needs are what send people away and the needs are the reason that the person is not adequately related to. But since she does indeed live in her body, the bad object encroaches insistently, she cannot be released from it. (Orbach, loc. 1732-1747)

Here’s what I think: some people might be getting hurt in yoga because they are practicing in the bodies they fantasize about, instead of the bodies they actually have. Bodies they fantasize expressing a happiness that is not truly there. Bodies they fantasize as expansive when they actually feel like retreating, or expressive when they feel choked. What happens to the tissues when the mind presses them into the performance of a fictional suppleness and strength? Can the fantasized body push the real body, the inner body, too far, too fast?

A brief personal example: I had a chronic hamstring injury for over a year that came in part by working towards Hanumanasana. As I worked, I would often visualize Hanuman’s heroic leap from the Himalayas to Lanka and fantasize about that flight, that buoyant freedom. The wonder and devotion I felt in my heart could at times overwhelm the pain in the back of my thigh. But at other times, the pain seemed to amplify my devotion. Whose body was I practicing with, and towards? Is Hanuman’s body any different as a fantasy object than the body of objectified beauty?

What a tangle of matter and ghost, as Leonard Cohen sings.

The advice of Patanjali seems to warn exactly against working with bodily fantasies. The path of the Sutras proposes that the inner body of memory and habit emerging from socialization must be straightened out first through good ethics and interpersonal hygiene. The yamas and niyamas are directed at the subconscious patterns that generate a tense, distracted, and delusional gross self. Once these are pacified, the argument goes, the gross self of the body (a formerly “false body”, perhaps) can be repurposed through asana and breathwork towards a new type of interiority that goes beyond the psychosocial target of psychoanalysis, penetrating into the very heart of what it means to be a conscious subject.

But modern postural yoga really doesn’t pay that much attention to Patanjali’s developmental arc, in part because it is far more influenced by the argument put forward by the more impatient Hatha literature. The Hatha Yoga Pradipika, for example, presents the gross body as the first site of work and revelation. Without exploring the body first through asana we risk amplifying our internal splits by simply paying attention to them. In Saraswati’s preface to Muktibhodananda’s commentary on the HYP the Swami states:

Self-control and self-discipline should start with the body. That is much easier. Asana is discipline; pranayama is discipline; kumbhaka (retention of breath) is self-control . . . . Why do you fight with the mind first? You have no power to wrestle with the mind, yet you wrestle with it, thereby creating a pattern of animosity towards yourself. There are not two minds, there is one mind trying to split itself into two. One mind wants to break the discipline and the other mind wants to maintain the discipline. You can find this split in everybody. When this split becomes greater, then we call it schizophrenia. (1985, 6)

I agree with Saraswati in a general sense. But I don’t think his position is adequate if we want to explore the question of what kind of internal or external authority is disciplining the body, and according to what ideals, and whether the body we’re practicing with is the one we actually have, or the one we want to have.

[dropcap]I[/dropcap]n many ways, psychoanalysis might be a fractured and greasy lens through which to view MPY. Firstly, its overt atheism—while perhaps a refreshing antidote to the metaphysical jargon that can predominate yoga discourse—will be discordant with the sentiments of many practitioners. Secondly, the claustrophobic thicket of psychoanalytic language does not seem harmonic with the expansive and celebratory sentiments of yogic aspirations. Sigmund Freud, Melanie Klein, and even Julia Kristeva, I imagine, would feel pretty uncomfortable at a kirtan.

Most importantly, using psychoanalytic principles to view the drives, desires, and frustrations of yoga presents a bitter political problem that isn’t going away any time soon. The primarily western scholars who, with varying degrees of transparency, use it to investigate yoga and the Indian religious cultures that employ it have been viciously accused of perpetuating the legacy of colonialism in academic and clinical form by infantilizing, sexualizing, and pathologizing key teachers and the core tenets of practice. It’s a cold war, with one side calling for academic freedom, and the other calling for an end to cultural appropriation and distortion. From a (self-serving) psychoanalytic perspective, the pulping of Wendy Doniger’s The Hindus: An Alternative History over her secular analyses of class and gender realities in Indian spirituality, or the vitriol directed at Jeffrey Kripal over his suggestion that Ramakrishna might have been homosexual or pedophilic, are signs of a nationalistic ego-structure defending itself against the scandalous revelation of unconscious drives. From the perspective of both Hindutva defenders, and secular scholars who attack Doniger and Kripal’s philology and sourcing, their work is just another way in which an empire dehumanizes its cultural and economic colony, stealing its stories to validate its own perverted and cynical view of humanity.

As much as I’m able, I would like to avoid this open wound by being clear that I’m conservatively using psychoanalytic concepts to investigate the motivations of global MPY practitioners of many cultures and denominations, including those who profess no denomination at all. I’m not applying it to a heritage generally, but to the experience of individuals in a transnational movement. I also acknowledge that the concepts and biases of psychoanalysis may be anathema to Indian wisdom traditions in many ways. But there is one harmony: neither paradigm is scientific. Despite the pretensions of Freud to psychoanalytic “science”, and the scientific dreams of Swamis Vivekananda and Kuvalyananda, neither psychoanalysis nor yoga offer us the kinds of evidence that builds airplanes or proves the effectiveness of vaccines. The language of ego, id, libido, thanatos and cathexis is as elliptical as the language of prana, nadi, chakra, ahamkara and atman. Psychoanalysis offers a poetry of tensions and alienations to shadow yoga’s poetry of intermingling essences and potentials. I think each poetics can learn from the other.

[dropcap]P[/dropcap]erhaps the most withering criticism leveled at psychoanalysis is that it both dramatizes and normalizes the privileged lives of those who can afford it. In the words of one commentator, it serves the dubious purpose of “making bourgeois lives seem fascinating”, largely by ignoring the material realities of social power. Here, (the) feminist view(s)can provide(s) a foundational critical analysis of power, inequality, objectification and overdetermination through which many other forms of critique flow.

The story of MPY is a story of re-embodiment as a response to industrialization and technologization. It’s a story of the development of a non-denominational global spirituality. It’s a story of the evolution of self-help movements predicated upon “holism”. It’s the story of resistance to biomedical hegemony and the clinical gaze.

But it is also a story of how women have largely taken the reigns of a globalized psycho-somatic and spiritual culture for themselves, to find new expressions of strength and bodily purpose. For this reason alone, MPY tells a feminist story. And of course, any subculture that consists of 80% women must be interpreted through a feminist lens.

Feminist theory provides sharp tools for investigating how yoga has been and still can provide resistance to caste structure, religious dogmatism, gender essentialism (and essentialism of all types), as well as oppressive interpretations of the body. Its modern usefulness is all the more poignant given that yoga emerges from the strongly patriarchal culture of India, which was declared in 2012 by a panel of human rights experts to be one of the worst places in the world to be a woman. Feminism, like yoga, shows up whenever the dominant paradigm reveals its cruelty. Both can mount fierce challenges to hierarchies of oppression and how they are internalized by the individual psyche as habits of self-and-other violence. Feminism isn’t just about women. It’s about finding new sources of power in the body, in self-image, and in community, by challenging vertical power structures that for too long have tried to tell people who they are. “Visionary feminism,” as bell hooks writes, “is a wise and loving politics . . . [a] commitment to ending patriarchal domination of women and men, girls and boys.”

One of the many important contributions feminism has to offer the study of MPY is in tracking and encouraging the pedagogical shift from the patriarchal/authoritarian to the collective/communitarian. Through scandals and the righteous cynicism that follow, then older guru-based teaching paradigms are crumbling, giving way in fits and starts to community-based systems of horizontal learning. The obstruction of this trend by the vertical forces of consumerism and commodification is a further target of feminist analysis. Feminist critics are also very well-equipped to address the overlap between yoga optics and the commercial sexualization of women’s bodies. Without the lens of feminism, an examination of yoga culture and its impact on the psyches and tissues of not only women but all people rings hollow. Even the rich disagreements between various strands of feminism—such as the friction between second and third-wave activists over how and in what circumstances women’s sexuality can be a source of empowerment—are instructive, insofar as they show a level of passionate intergenerational debate that is largely absent in current yoga culture.

It’s also from feminist analysis that questions about normative modes of gender identity emerge. Every day, tens of millions of women throughout the world go to the mat to explore, reconcile with, revision and redefine the meanings and purposes of their bodies. As stereotypes of appearance, beauty and reproductive purpose are interrogated, the door opens for other embodiments of gendered or even genderless meaning. It has been the implicit and explicit feminist spaces of MPY, from Vanda Scaravelli’s home studio in Florence to Christi-an Slomka’s Kula Annex in Toronto to Sri Louise’s Underground Yoga Parlour for Self-Knowledge & Social Justice in Oakland to online forums like Be Scofield’s Decolonizing Yoga that have opened yoga’s doors to the populations it is perhaps best suited to serve—those who live and express through non-normative bodies, sexualities, identities, and politics.

[dropcap]T[/dropcap]he final lens is the broadest of all: the cross-cultural studies view. I won’t attempt a synopsis here, but rather list some of the questions, in no particular order, that this lens can begin to address:

Is yoga a cultural heritage, or a global technology? Am I, as a white, western, privileged male, equipped to answer this question for anyone but myself? Do I need to be a Sanskrit scholar to properly engage with the history and philosophy of yoga?

Am I qualified to use a feminist lens to investigate yoga culture?

Does asana (still) have religious or esoteric meaning? Should it? Who has it been meant for, and who is using it now?

How does the guru principle translate across cultures without hideous distortions?

Should yoga instruction be professionalized and regulated, or does this destroy the intimacy at the heart of the learning process?

Is yoga scientific? Can it be medicalized? Can it be tested in a double-blind controlled study, with placebo? If we start calling it a placebo itself, do we degrade the beliefs of those who practice it with religious conviction?

How does the romance of Orientalism influence the drives of non-Indian practitioners?

What kind of devotion can a non-Indian practitioner develop towards Indian deities? What does that devotion feel like?

Are the ideals of medieval Hatha Yoga coherent with now-global ideals of therapeutic self-care?

Was the gymnasium environment at the Mysore Palace where Krishnamacharya began his public asana instruction anything like the modern yoga studio? Did it sanction corporal punishment, and has this influenced the adjustment techniques of MPY? Why did apparently none of the many people who were personally injured by Pattabhi Jois or B.K.S. Iyengar lodge formal complaints with the police of Mysore or Pune?

How does the fictionalization of MPY’s “ancient” roots in the soil of a fetishized India fill an aching void at the heart of an ahistorical and homeless postmodernity?

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“The paths are many. The truth is one.” What yoga luminary hasn’t said this, or something like it? Vivekananda, Gandhi, Krishnamacharya, and every yoga teacher influenced by Vedanta—they’ve all said it. They’re referencing the primordial Shiva, who is said to have taught 84,000 paths of yoga, all of which lead to liberation. I’d say that there are just as many interpretive strategies for looking at the impacts of yoga—whichever path is taken—on people’s bodies and minds. But unlike Shiva’s paths, these yogas of interpretation do not all lead to the same place, unless we understand “liberation” to mean the friction and pleasure of continuing conversation within a community struggling to articulate its goals, and to mature.

 

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Notes:

(page references are for volumes listed in the prospectus bibliography):

This project began . . . “Modern Postural Yoga” is one of the divisions of contemporary practice delineated by Elizabeth de Michelis (2004). Dominated by the techniques of B.K.S. Iyengar and Pattabhis Jois, it is evolute of the “Modern Psychosomatic Yoga”, taught by Swamis Kuvalyananda and Sivananda, among others, and distinct from the “Modern Meditational Yoga” that is the legacy of Sri Chimnoy and the TM subculture. De Michelis contends that MPY has become a globalized “healing ritual of secular religion.” (252-260)

My natural point of departure . . . “Phenomenology” (the “study of that which appears”) is a philosophical movement dating back to the work of Edmund Husserl (1859-1938) and carried forward by Martin Heidegger and the existentialists. Broadly speaking, it attempts to limit metaphysical speculation to accurately record the facts of consciousness. Sokolowski (2000) provides a good primer, but my favourite writer in the field is the charmed Maurice Merleau-Ponty (1908-1961).

It’s an approach that’s coherent . . . The main commentary I have in mind regarding the usefulness of morality at the outset of practice is in Saraswati’s preface to Muktibhodananda’s commentary on the HYP (1985): “Self-control and self-discipline should start with the body. That is much easier. Asana is discipline; pranayama is discipline; kumbhaka (retention of breath) is self-control . . . . Why do you fight with the mind first? You have no power to wrestle with the mind, yet you wrestle with it, thereby creating a pattern of animosity towards yourself. There are not two minds, there is one mind trying to split itself into two. One mind wants to break the discipline and the other mind wants to maintain the discipline. You can find this split in everybody. When this split becomes greater, then we call it schizophrenia.” (6)

But any study that stops at the phenomenological level . . . Be Scofield has led the popular charge here in asserting no necessary connection between yoga practices and social meanings and outcomes. Her response to me over my naïve attempts to connect mindfulness practices to some kind of natural progressive politics is really good: http://www. tikkun.org/tikkundaily/2012/11/22/the-limitations-of-empathy-a-response-to-matthew-remski/.

Another profound problem with this starting point . . . Reports of the strangely pain-free wounded soldiers—which permanently complicated Descartes’ vision of the nervous system as a simple mechanical relay—come from the field notes of Harry K. Beecher who treated Allied troops returning from the Anzio Beachhead during the winter of 1943-44. The data and its implications are soundly analyzed by Wall (2002, 3), who also presents a wrenching account of the pain of cancer: “Cancer pain is worse than useless. It provides absolutely no protective signal because the disease is far advanced before it starts. Once started, it announces the obvious and, if it goes untreated, it simply adds to the miseries of impending death. Worse, untreated pain accelerates death.” (87) Orbach (1986) is very good on the ambivalence of the anorectic’s pain.

This poses a sticky problem . . . My personal essay on the experience of deep vein thrombosis might be helpful here: http://matthewremski.com/wordpress/wawadia-update-8-notes-on-my-hospitalization/.

This is where the nuts and bolts . . . Jess Glenny has been indispensable in helping me understand the subtleties of the label “hypermobility”. http:// movingprayer.wordpress.com/.

To date, most yoga education . . . Paul Grilley’s usage of actual human bones in his presentations of anatomy for yoga instruction have been central to opening the pedagogy to medical epistemology, especially with regard to range-of-motion issues: http://www.paulgrilley.com/bone-photo-gallery. Gil Hedley’s dissection labs are currently attracting flocks of yoga teachers and therapists: http://www. gilhedley.com/ghabout.php. Jules Mitchell’s forthcoming book on the science of stretching will be a game changer. Neil Pearson (2007) is a leading pain researcher for the global yoga community.

As soon as the phenomenon of yoga practice . . . Intersubjectivity is a core topic within the psychoanalytic and psychotherapeutic literatures. Practical resources of benefit to yoga practitioners and teachers who realize that teaching and learning are mutually influential exchanges that should change teachers as much as learners would include Stern (2004) and Buirski and Haglund (2001). The quote from Remski (2012) is from pages 14-15.

The intersubjective sphere begins . . . The work of D.W. Winnicott (1964, 1965, 1971) is very helpful for understanding mirror-type learning within the dyad of baby and mother. Stein (2007) and Iacoboni (2009) are helpful introductory sources to the mysteries of mirror neurology.

Sigmund Freud may not have set a strong personal example . . . Freud’s views on religion are voluminous and well-scattered. Look for his most sustained infantalization of the mystical experience in Civilization and its Discontents (1961) and Moses and Monotheism (1967).

Strangely, the ascetic view . . . Edwin Bryant’s (2009) description of the Yoga Sutras driving towards “isolation” is pretty conclusive: “Yoga can thus mean that which joins, that is, unties one with the Absolute Truth, and while this translation of the term is popularly found . . . it is best avoided in the context of the Yoga Sutras, since . . . the goal of yoga is not to join, but the opposite: to unjoin, that is, to disconnect purusa from prakriti.” (5)

Psychoanalytic insights . . . The literature here is vast, but a great starting point is Kaplan’s Oneness and Separateness (1978). Bollas’ Being a Character (2013) is also very useful.

The British psychoanalyst . . . Winnicott’s clearest presentation of this idea comes in “Ego distortion in terms of true and false self”, a gem-like 1960 article that was later folded into the 1965 collection. Orbach’s Hunger Strike (1986) is a tour de force that should be required reading for yoga teachers who want a solid feminist understanding of the perils of self-help culture and purification fetishes.

Most importantly, using psychoanalytic principles . . . The subject of cultural appropriation and distortion in global yoga is a tinderbox of passion and polemic. Be Scofield’s Decolonizing Yoga website is a good resource: http://www.decolonizingyoga. com/. Roopa Singh’s work with SAAPYA is excellent: http://saapya.wordpress.com/. Doniger’s The Hindus (2009) was targeted by Hindutva radicals in 2010, leading to Penguin India agreeing to withdraw all unsold copies and have them destroyed. Her main offense has been to portray Indian spiritual culture as diverse, erotically charged, at times militaristic, and at times transgressive. Jeffrey Kripal’s Kali’s Child (1995) was initially lauded by western academia, and then viciously attacked by some Indian scholars and religious leaders who claim Kripal is misinterpreting his Bengali source texts, pathologizing Tantra, and misapplying psychoanalytic principles. Some of the most robust rebuttals to these and other scholars have come from Rajiv Malhotra (2011, 2014). His essay “Wendy’s Child Syndrome” is a fascinating read: http:// rajivmalhotra.com/library/articles/risa-lila-1-wendys-child-syndrome/.

Perhaps the most withering criticism leveled at psychoanalysis . . . MacKenzie Wark, in The Beach Beneath the Street, criticizes another institution of self-care that can become myopic with individualism: “If there is one abiding purpose to psychoanalysis, it is to make bourgeois lives seem fascinating, at least to those who live them.” (Verso, 2012, p.93).

Feminist theory provides sharp tools . . . “panel of human rights activists”: http://in.reuters.com/article/2012/06/13/g20-women-idINDEE85C00420120613. “Visionary feminism . . . ” is from hooks’ Feminism is for Everybody (2000).

One of the many important contributions feminism has to offer the study of MPY . . . For this, there’s nothing better than hooks in Teaching to Transgress (1994) and Teaching Community (2003). For a feminist understanding of yoga, body image, and sexualization, Klein and Guest-Jelley (2014) provide a breakthrough effort in the field.

It’s also from feminist analysis . . . Vanda Scaravelli’s textual legacy is a lovely book called Waking the Spine, but her unwritten legacy lives on in the bodies of her surviving personal students—mostly women who she worked with one-on-one in an environment that they all describe as being personable, intimate, stress-free, and empowering. Christi-an Slomka can be found at http://www. lakesofdevotion.ca/. Sri Louise works here: http:// undergroundyogaparlour.com/?page_id=14.

The final lens is . . . These questions are hinted at or tackled head on in the work of Singleton (2008, 2010, 2013), Sjoman (1996), White (2009, 2012, 2014), Kramer and Alstad (1993), Stern and Donahaye (2013), Sovatsky (2013), de Michelis (2005), Kadetsky (2014), Horton (2012, 2012), Farhi (2006), Alter (2004), Malhotra (2011, 2014), Roopa Singh (SAAPYA).

Practice And All is Coming | Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond

Practice and All Is Coming
Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond
Authored by Matthew Remski

Through dogged investigative work, careful listening to survivor stories of assault and abuse, and close analysis of the cultic mechanisms at play in the sphere of Pattabhi Jois’s Ashtanga community, Matthew Remski’s Practice and All is Coming offers a sober view into a collective and intergenerational trauma.

It also offers a clear pathway forward into enhanced critical thinking, student empowerment, self-and-other care, and community resilience. Concluding with practical tools for a world rocked by abuse revelations, Practice and All Is Coming opens a window on the possibility of healing—and even re-enchantment.

Practice and All Is Coming: Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond

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Update: October 31st, 2018. Practice And All Is Coming Launches in March, 2019

Happy Hallowee’n, friends —

Practice and All is Coming: Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond is steaming towards a March 14th 2019 release date.

I’ll be launching the book at the Sedona Yoga Festival (March 14-17), and then at events in Copenhagen (March 29-31), Cambridge, UK (April 2), London (April 4), Berlin (April  6), at the First Annual Conference on Trauma and Embodiment (April 12), Boston (April 13), Calgary-Edmonton (May 10-12), Victoria-Vancouver (May 16-19), California venues in June, and Ottawa in July. As I look over this schedule, I’m both excited to meet old and new friends, and also already missing my family, plus overwhelmed with gratitude for my partner Alix who will be holding down the homefront with our boys, even as her psychotherapy practice scales up towards full time.

The big news from my current edit is that with the help of my publishing team, I’ve been able to pivot towards an unforeseen conclusion. PAAIC still goes into granular detail of the what and how of the Jois event as a case study for similar tragedies in yoga and dharma communities. It still rigorously employs several analytical frameworks I believe will be broadly useful. But the ending now arcs upward, offering a proactive study manual to help students, teachers, trainers, and administrators use the lessons of the book to evaluate the vulnerability of their communities to toxic group dynamics. Part 6, the concluding section, is titled “Better Practices and Safer Spaces: Conclusion and Workbook”. Here’s a screencap of its Table of Contents.

I’ve been crucially aided in this process by my editor at Embodied Wisdom Publications, Maitripushpa Bois. She’s a Buddhist scholar with a long history in many publishing sectors. She’s also a practicing Buddhist with a long-term connection to a community that has grappled with its own abuse history. Her familiarity with the territory, combined with her temperance, has helped me soften key edges, distinguish between analysis and editorializing, and find a pathway from criticism to empowerment.

Each summary section in the conclusion ends with 5-7 essay questions that can be used as points of reflection for individuals and communities. As the March release date approaches, we’ll also be building an online forum where these questions can be answered by readers anonymously, and, with consent, published in blog format to build a growing research base for how practitioners of all disciplines understand and navigate issues like consent, charisma, attachment patterns, loaded language, social contagion, and manipulation.

Once the book is released and the online forum is live, I’ll be adding a new YTT training module to my repertoire called “PRISM Training: A 30-hour yoga teacher training module in critical thinking and community health”. My hope is that this book, forum, and training become a robust and replicable resource for years to come.

— MR

Update: August 15, 2018

Happy August, everyone —

I hope this season is offering some peace and time with loved ones.

I have an important announcement to make today. Almost four years after beginning the WAWADIA project, I’ve signed a publishing contract with Embodied Wisdom Publishing of New Zealand for a first volume. The release date is set for March 2019. I’m currently discussing with the publisher whether the early and patient crowdfunders can receive their copies in a “pre-release wave”.

I’m well into the second edit of what is now a 350 page manuscript. EWP has hired a splendid editor for this project, and expects to engage an award-winning US book designer very familiar with this genre.

This volume is an expansion of my feature article in The Walrus on abuse and recovery in Ashtanga Yoga. The number of victim testimonials from women who were assaulted by Pattabhi Jois has gone from nine to nineteen, and I’ve developed the themes that the feature could only hint at: enablement, deception, the mechanisms of high-demand groups, and how really listening to victims of institutional abuse is the pathway to reform.

The working title is Practice and All is Coming: Cult Dynamics, Abuse and Healing in Yoga and Beyond. My hope is that a nuanced presentation of the Jois tragedy, combined with reporting on progressive responses to it and aiding a robust discussion of harm prevention, will help strengthen the health of yoga and dharma communities everywhere.

I’m happy to say that so far this work is already having an institutional impact. The Yoga Service Council recently invited me to participate in the writing process of their “Best Practices” manual for bringing yoga to survivors of sexual violence. I’ll be honoured to meet with that committee at the Omega Institute in October. I’ll be there not as a specialist in sexual violence or trauma, but as a researcher and activist with ideas about how yoga service providers can avoid unintentionally passing along unresolved abuse histories.

Practice and All is Coming was not in my original plan. It is the product of journalistic urgency. For the second WAWADIA volume, I’m planning to return to the core themes of the project which I lay out in this podcast with my friend J. Brown. I argue that a central story in the last half-century of global yoga culture is the movement from somatic dominance towards trauma awareness.

I’m also developing a book proposal on the recent (though historically fated) implosion of the Shambhala International group. I’ve posted several articles on the crisis so far, and have been interviewing dozens of group members. I was never a member of Shambhala, but my recruitment into a similar high-demand neo-Tibetan Buddhist group in the late 1990s gives me solid background for this work.

If you started following this project in 2014, you tuned into a slightly different content stream from a fairly different content provider (me). For the record: I’m still proud to teach yoga philosophy, history, and culture in yoga training programmes around the world. I’m honoured to be consulting with Yoga Alliance on the Scope of Practice committee. I’m still proud to offer entry-level content in Ayurvedic self-inquiry and care.

Bottom line: I’m still very much “inside” the yoga and meditation worlds, despite my critical position in relation to both, and despite the fact that I take a lot of heat for it. The clearest way of describing this insidership — this continued dedication to practice — is to say that I’ve bumped my focus outward from yoga as self-regulation to yoga as social dharma.

I used to practice to get a firmer grip on my mental and physical health, and my self-perception. Parts of it worked. (So did beginning to raise a family with an amazing partner.) Because it worked for me, I taught it. That’s the pattern in this industry, which, for good or ill, commodifies personal revelations.

But somehow, it also worked for me in a way that allowed me to see how it wasn’t working for others. So far, I’ve focused on the stories of harm that disrupt the common marketing of yoga and dharma aspirations. But more broadly, I’m coming to feel that any self-focus that continues beyond a baseline of therapeutic functionality in life can easily become just another form of privileged consumerism, disguised in a spiritual glow. I’ve filled out this argument in a post called “Don’t Deepen Your Practice”, if it is of further interest to you.

The punchline is that there’s a point at which the commodified medicine of personal work can become a social toxin that further isolates its patients, and lowers expectations of the common good. I’m going to keep looking for that point, to see where we can turn back from it.

And I’m going to hang out more with folks who are doing the same. Like Jivana Heyman of Accessible Yoga, who invited me to give this closing keynote speech in June at their first Canadian conference in June. I was very happy to talk about happy things.

Thank you for sticking with me on this journey.

— MR

Update: April 25, 2018

Happy Spring everyone –

I’m long past due for an update. One reason is that I’ve had to keep today’s news under wraps. The Walrus has just published my feature article on the alleged sexual assaults of Pattabhi Jois. It is centred on the voices of nine women who pushed back against trauma, confusion, shame, and silencing to go on record. I thank them for their bravery. So will the entire yoga world, I believe, in time.

I also thank my partner Alix, who has provided constant support and feedback every step of the way.

To my generous and patient WAWADIA crowdfunding supporters: this article shows what I’ve been up to, why I am late on my projected finish date, and why my thesis has shifted.

As I describe in the update below, I started this project by speaking with practitioners, mainly women, who had been injured in yoga practice. I quickly came up with some interesting data and ideas on the intersection between repetitive stress, performance expectations, and the social psychologies at play in yoga studios and communities. But I also had this feeling that I was asking too many of my subjects the wrong questions. Everybody gets injured doing physical activities. Why was there so much emotion around injuries sustained in yoga?

In time I learned that writing about physical yoga injuries can be a way of avoiding looking directly at the moral and spiritual injuries people suffer within the culture. It began to make less and less sense to be talking with practitioners about the dangers of yoga postures while ignoring the themes of domination and control that heavily influence yoga relationships.

So: this major piece of the puzzle is done. Within the next few weeks I’ll be able to update you more clearly on my publishing path and schedule going forward.

I can say this much now: while this article has gone through five months of pre-publication preparations, the data driving it has grown into something that deserves its own book. This will be the first in a WAWADIA series. I’m exploring self-publish and hybrid options for this coming fall, because it’s been clear from the last 18 months of back-and-forth with my agent that this material is too niche for the mainstream trade market.

My intention is for this first book to serve as a case study for how abuse is enabled, covered up, disclosed, dealt with, and perhaps healed in yoga culture.

On that note, I’m happy to say that all of this heavy research seams to be bending towards justice. My next travel will be to the Yoga Service Conference from May 11-13th at the Omega Institute, where I’ll be presenting a brief outline of best practices for engaging with histories of harm in yoga communities.

I am also honoured to be working on Scope of Practice issues for the Yoga Alliance’s Standards Review Project. It’s my firm belief that the idealization and mystification that intersect with authoritarianism in toxic yoga communities can be sharply limited by clearly defining the limits and responsibilities of the yoga teacher.

Thank you for your patient support.

–MR

Update: January 24, 2017

Dear WAWADIA supporters –

At the end of November, I was signed by Hilary McMahon of Westwood Creative Artists Literary Agency here in Toronto. She’s going to be representing my book in upcoming meetings with U.S. publishers. She believes it has market potential beyond the yoga niche and has provided great (general) editorial guidance so far, to get me thinking large-scale. So: as I suspected, the self-publishing route is now closed for this book. All IGG supporters will, of course, get the copies they deserve, as well as undying thanks. I’m about 150 pages into a “final first” draft, with about 500 pages standing by for selection. Almost settled on a title, too. I’ll keep you updated.

–MR

Update: May 14, 2016

Dear WAWADIA supporters –

I’m writing on the cusp of a much-needed pause in book-brewing as my partner Alix and I await the arrival of our second child within the next week or two. I’ve finished up my teaching engagements until September, and have nothing on the docket but gardening and nesting (and one on-line course). I’ll be going completely offline for a while, soon.

The break marks a threshold, as I take stock of how this patchwork of research and storytelling fits together – even whether it will occupy one volume, or several. To date, I’ve compiled over 200 interviews, absorbed a lot of the relevant popular and academic literature, and produced hundreds of pages of manuscript.

Limiting my research is proving to be one of the toughest obstacles. Hardly a week goes by without my hearing from several practitioners who want to share their injury stories. The narratives are paradoxical and poignant, telling of therapeutic needs confounded by magical thinking, and spiritual aspirations hijacked by power imbalances and outright cruelty.

Of course, it’s been like this from the start of the project more than two years ago: a relentless and heartrending stream that could easily fuel a potboiler of disillusionment and outrage. For a while, that’s the path I beat with this book, crafting the voice of a crusader.

But crusaders need solutions, and solutions need data. That’s where I ran into quicksand.

Data on yoga injuries is hard to collect. Shame and cognitive dissonance confound the self-reporting process – not to mention marketing pressures and the absence of accountability structures in the modern studio model. And while many of my senior teacher informants predict an epidemic of repetitive stress injuries cresting as enthusiasts practicing since the 1990s slam into middle age, it seems that the official incidence rate remains low. What’s a crusade without solid numbers?

Then there’s the fact that mining any given injury story for a causal link to asana can be almost impossible. Those disillusioned with practice may attribute injuries to specific movements or adjustments, but devotees rarely do. The orthopedic surgeons who actually repair rotator cuffs and labral tears refuse to assert causes. They know too much about pre-existing conditions. They’re too well-versed in the variations of tissue damage and patients’ response to it to indulge in speculation.

Even when good data linking specific practices to potentially adverse effects emerge – as in recent studies on loading the cervical spine in headstand and core temperature elevation in hot yoga – devotees are often unmoved. Scientific discourse is not their idea of kirtan. It’s understandable: so many of us have taken refuge in the mat to find the world beyond the mind. And for some, repetitive stress is a fair price to pay for a ritual that brings the stability of faith.

So: the data on yoga injuries is scant, unclear, and can be unconvincing to those who view practice more through the lens of personal transformation than that of public health. Plus, digging for data pushes the conversation into the politics of industry regulation. This can be a valuable discussion, but it carries the cost of framing injury in yoga practice as a technical problem of percentages to be completely fixed through better biomechanics training or better business practices.

It’s not. It’s something much more. Injury in asana provides a window onto the paradoxes of spiritual desire. It spotlights perpetually conflicted views of the body caught between transcendence and acceptance. It reveals the primal ways in which intimacy and violence can blend in relationships between teachers and students.

Crusading against yoga injuries feels noble and wins clicks. But it can also set the crusader up to wield a different type of power imbalance. It can fetishize the anxious stalemate of “Now what do we do?”, while deepening the divide between the disillusioned and the devoted, who often share more than they recognize.

What they share is becoming more and more of my focus, sharpened with the benefit of valuable feedback from readers and workshop participants over the past year. I’ve toned down the crusade in order to plumb the narrative richness of the dynamics of injury, not with the illusion that it can be eliminated, but to better understand the shifting meanings we give to pain. In this way my research is increasingly focused on the following concerns:

First: our practice is an enthralling mixture of tradition and innovation, vitalized and complicated by the confusion of goals from entirely different eras. Modern global yoga constitutes an attempt to reconcile, within the body, premodern transcendent drives with modern therapeutic drives. The famous “edge” that we are invited to contemplate on the mat is where these two aspirations clash. Any discussion of injury in asana practice has to acknowledge that asana invites us to both nurture ourselves and to pull ourselves apart.

Secondly: the easy-to-identify contributing factors to injury on the mat– postural idealization and intrusive adjustments, to name but two – are not degenerations of the globalizing era, but integral to the very roots of modern asana instruction. Most early 20th century asana evangelists were educated in high-pressure environments demanding constant demonstration policed by corporal punishment. The somatic tensions of these shalas echo still, both in studio environments that foster unhealthy power differentials, but more subtly in the laws of visual performance through which practice is marketed and practitioners’ bodies are both evaluated and objectified. I argue that we won’t even approach understanding adverse effects in asana practice until we really grapple with this difficult history.

Thirdly: recent evolutions of asana practice have occurred most dramatically through a series of responses to the performance-based patriarchal structures of the last century. Beneath the official account of heroes and their methods lies an alternative history of conscious or unconscious rejections of what has come before. This has become crystal clear for me in through many interviews, including those with Erich Schiffmann and Donna Farhi about how they left the Iyengar world.

Lastly: “What Are We Actually Doing in Asana?” needs to account for how the “we” changes through time. I can’t count the number of interview subjects who have found a practice to be medicinal at first, but poisonous over the long term. This brings up all kinds of subtleties in the field of change management, highlights the tensions between disciplined and spontaneous learning, and shows devotion and disillusionment to be two sides of the same developmental coin.

It won’t surprise you, I hope, when I say that the September release date I projected during the campaign is now overly ambitious. Stretching the timeline will help me produce the best book I can, but it will also allow me to absorb two other crucial works due out soon. Elliot Goldberg’s The Path of Modern Yoga: The History of an Embodied Spiritual Practice is forthcoming in August. And the Roots of Yoga: A Sourcebook from the Indian Traditions is forthcoming from Jim Mallinson and Mark Singleton in January. I’ll be reviewing them for my blog. I expect both to be culture-changers.

I hope my sporadic updates reveal a book coming together like yoga itself works: rarely in straightforward fashion.

Regards,

Matthew Remski

Reports and meditations on desire, pain, injury, and healing (the story so far…)

Here’s a little personal background for this book project.

I’ve been teaching asana since 2002. I’ve owned two studios in radically different places: rural Wisconsin, and downtown Toronto. From 2006 to 2010, I served as co-founder of Yoga Festival Toronto, which brought me into touch with hundreds of yoga teachers and dozens of yoga studio owners. I’ve been an Ayurvedic practitioner since 2005, and have worked with over a thousand clients. I’m pretty familiar with a broad range of the “yoga demographic.”

Throughout all of this time, I’d heard many colleagues and clients recount stories of injuries – both physical and emotional – sustained in asana classes. In fact, I can’t remember anyone describing an injury-free experience in asana. (In the course of the present research, I have met one. She’s exceptional, and I’ll be describing her experience in detail in the eventual book.) The obvious benefits of asana have always been well-reported throughout my social circle, as they are in yoga media. Injuries, however, have been spoken of in whispers.

For years, I was concerned, but not concerned enough. For the most part I believed that injuries were the result of poor instruction on the part of the teacher, or overwork on the part of the student. I used this half-baked rationale to simply divide the yoga world into people who “got it”, and people who didn’t. It took me a long while to realize that even well-instructed poses, executed mindfully, could also be injurious. It also took me years to give up on the default belief that the claim “yoga is for everybody” meant that the basic syllabus of Modern Postural Yoga (MPY) is essentially therapeutic. It’s actually not. It vastly overemphasizes mobility over stability, to take just one example. This has serious consequences not only for people’s bodies, but for how they relate to the world in general.

I have come to see this as having political implications. As one of my interview subjects, the filmmaker Mike Hoolboom said:

Slavoj Žižek noted recently that the New Economy requires flexible workers. He was referring of course to multiple employers, migrating job sites, the abolition of weekends. But couldn’t this also be read as a call for more yoga? I can see the boardroom heads already nodding yes. “And let’s put in a meditation room for the overachievers while we’re at it!” Žižek’s riff made me wonder if there wasn’t a fit between yoga’s newfound popularity and the rise of globalized capitalism.

So a number of realizations accumulated over the years. Firstly, I started paying much closer attention to stories students told about being injured by invasive adjustments. A few of my clients painted scenes of such negligence and even cruelty that a few times I felt compelled to suggest they consider legal action. I wasn’t happy about that suggestion, because it drove home the point that we really have no feedback mechanisms within yoga community at large. Teachers can injure students directly, not realize it, be protected from feedback by their own charisma, and believe for years that not only is everything fine, but that they’re doing good public service.

Secondly, I started getting clear on my own lack of knowledge. I’d accumulated thousands of hours of practice and training, and had been certified in Yoga Therapy (before the recent spate of IAYT upgrades), but quickly found that this didn’t come close to equipping me with the real biomechanics data that I needed to assess and help clients avoid and manage injuries. I did my best to remain clear about my scope of practice, which was definitely shrinking. Meanwhile, I saw other asana teachers continue to over-reach their training, offering advice that was medical in nature — or, in the psychological sphere, interventions that really required formal training. This, combined with reports from the Wild West of adjustments, gave me strong reservations about the whole project.

Perhaps the most remarkable thing I started to notice about the injury stories was that the vast majority of folks seemed to blame themselves for their pain. They didn’t blame their teachers, nor the instruction they’d received, nor the social environments that might have contributed to their overwork and repetitive stress. “I was acting out of ego” was and is the most standard reason a yogi gives for having been injured. Philosophically and psychologically, this is actually too vague to have much meaning at all, beyond “It’s my fault alone.” Somehow, yoga culture has either indoctrinated this default response, or capitalized upon it, to effectively avoid collective scrutiny.

By 2009, I began to withdraw from asana instruction bit by bit to concentrate on writing and teaching Ayurveda and philosophy. At the same time, it seemed that a whole new wave of biomechanics-in-yoga specialists were hitting the scene: Paul Grilley, Leslie Kaminoff, Suzi Hately, Jill Miller, and the many others that followed them. They each brought unique and novel skills into the yoga sphere. Listening to just a few lectures made me realize that the tools I’d received throughout my training weren’t enough for me anymore. Or rather: they relied on a different, older paradigm – I’ll call it the “pranic model” of wellness – which didn’t focus upon functional, pleasurable, sustainable movement that would facilitate contemplation and lowered reactivity in everyday life, but rather abstract ideals of “alignment” that were meant to purify, re-organize, or even redesign the body by allowing prana to flow freely. The pranic model was a valuable guide for me, in some ways, as it has been for others throughout the ages. But it has limitations, the primary one being its reliance on intuition.

What Are We Actually Doing in Asana? really took off through the coalescence of four events. First came the endlessly rich conversations I had with my wife Alix, also a yoga teacher, at our kitchen table while she was pregnant with our son. She’d reduced her class load in her third trimester, and was able to step back a bit and examine some of her own injury experiences from a new perspective. It was a time in which we were both somewhat divested from teaching, and it allowed us both to consider the broader picture of what asana meant to us and our immediate culture, without worrying primarily about how this would impact our livelihoods.

Secondly, I was speaking with my friend and co-author Scott Petrie. He’s completing his training to become a psychotherapist. We were talking about why people persist in asana, even when they strongly suspect or even know that it is injuring them. (Repetitive stress is a main cause of yoga injury.) He said: “Well, if you wanted to hurt yourself, yoga would be a socially acceptable way to go about it.” This opened my eyes to something I’d long suspected but never articulated: because pain has different meanings for everyone, we really don’t know how other people relate to it. Some people may have a need for it, whether it’s to punish themselves, or to allow themselves to pierce a kind of numbness, or to even recreate a trauma in what they believe is a safer environment that allows for a different resolution.

Thirdly, I was speaking to an elite asana practitioner/teacher at a festival. I said to him: “You do some pretty extreme postures. Do they ever hurt?” He said: “Sometimes I think so. But often I’m not sure if my body is telling me the truth.” This further deepened my wonderment about the subjectivity of pain, and it severely problematized that old nugget of yoga safety: “Listen to your body.” Some people are listening to their bodies through trust issues or agendas that have little to do with safe, sustainable growth.

Lastly, for about two years after my public asana teaching wound down, I realized I had been trying to heal a very painful hamstring attachment tear by actually stretching it. How is this possible? After all of my training and exposure, how did I not know how to handle this very basic injury? No teacher had ever told me to simply rest. The solution to yoga injury was always more yoga. I had so sheltered myself from the “unyogic” world of secular movement/fitness practice that I’d never even heard of the principle of cross-training. And I just wasn’t inclined to look outside of the pranic model of injury for a diagnosis or help.

More strangely, at a certain point I realized that I wanted to feel that pain for some reason. Part of me enjoyed it. It had become a neurotic focus. I psychologized it. It became a symbol of the “knot of me”. I felt that if I could resolve this painful material contraction, it would unpack something primal and foundational in myself. Resolving it meant working at it, working on it. Always working to improve – as in everything else in the rest of my somewhat anxious life.

So here the backstory in short form: over many years, I collected numerous contexts for yoga injury. I noted an element of poor biomechanical training. I noted magical thinking. I noted trends of socialization towards pushing and attaining that play on widespread fears of inadequacy. I noted teachers who project their needs and anxieties and rage onto the bodies of their students. And I noted the mystery of our own ambivalent relationships to pain.

In January of 2014, I posted a request to the yogis of Facebook to contact me with their stories of injuries sustained through yoga. I was instantly flooded with responses. I received so many long, very personal emails telling incredible stories of pain, injury, confusion, and long journeys of healing.

Many of my correspondents told stories about receiving injurious adjustments from teachers. I quickly realized the legal implications of collecting and reporting these accounts. I made the decision at the time to anonymize the data they gave me, redacting from it names, places, studio names, and yoga events. I’m not an investigative journalist, and I hadn’t gotten into this to establish court-ready narratives about who did what to whom. And it was not my intention to expose individual instances of poorly informed teaching, invasive adjustments, or teacherly grandiosity. In my view, these are epidemic within the culture, and there’s little use in pointing fingers and potentially ruining individual careers through hearsay. It is much better in my view to create a relatively neutral public record that today’s practitioners can simply bear witness to, and use to create a smarter culture moving forward. (Of course it can’t be entirely neutral, because I am personally invested in these stories. I can only promise to do my best to be open about where my own investments lie.)

The difficult thing about citing anonymous sources is that it puts my credibility into question. After all – I could be making all of this up. My hope is that I include such a spectrum of voices in the presentation of the data that it would feel very unlikely that it was coming from a single source or agenda. I also hope that the stories I choose are resonant enough with the general reader that their authenticity will be obvious. But to protect myself against the possible accusation of fictionalizing, I’m keeping meticulous records of every interview (video-recorded and transcribed, or via email) that will prove the authenticity of the data – while preserving its anonymity – in any potential legal action. If I am accused of fictionalizing, I will not hesitate to sue to prove I am not. My interview subjects have given too much to this project to have their stories libeled as fantasies. I’m doing this work so that we can take them seriously.

Having said all of this, there may be instances in which outright naming of specific actions committed by truly public figures might be illuminating enough – and worth the work of corroborating – that I’ll end up going in that direction. There are many difficult considerations here, the main one being how many readers would be alienated by journalism they perceive as attacking their guru. I’ll be asking the advice of many colleagues on this point, and won’t decide lightly either way.

Some of my interviewing will not be presented anonymously, or redacted, because it’s less about personal experience, and more about the expertise of the subject. In researching yoga injuries, I’ve reached out to physiotherapists, osteopaths, sports medicine doctors, clinical psychologists, yoga scholars, and other practitioners for their valuable outsider’s input. I’m happy to name these specialists, and they’re happy to be on record.

Three more things of note: I do not consider myself an asana expert, but rather an earnest student and almost-former teacher whose hubris has been sharply deflated. I don’t come at this project with any commitment to any method. At this point I value safety, transparency, sustainability, and empathy in instruction. Personally, this project is about sniffing these qualities out — and the obstructions to them. Secondly, some have accused me of unfairly targeting or bashing particular methods or lineages. While it’s axiomatic that practices focusing on physical intensity will yield a higher injury rate and create more visible examples, it is not my intention to single anyone or anything out. I’m describing a broad cultural problem, and I pledge to be an equal-opportunity critic. Lastly: it is not my direct focus, but I aim to close the eventual book with the most positive stories I can find, from those teachers and students who I believe are elevating the quality of yoga education for a new era.

I’ve created this page as a resource centre for the articles that have emerged from this project so far, and for readers to be able to quickly capture the overall scope of the project. I invite you to read, and comment, and share with whoever you think might be interested in this project.

This page is also a nod to the public evolution of this book. We live in an amazing time, in which research and stories can be shared and commented upon by a wide range of stakeholders with unprecedented speed. I began this project in the painful silence of my own body and mind, but it’s only coming to life through conversation. I thank you for participating.

Please let me know if you have questions, concerns, or stories to share through the contact page of this website.

WAWADIA Articles

The Yoga Sutras and The Red Violin: a review of David Gordon White’s New Book

Canadian director François Girard’s 1998 film “The Red Violin” tells the fable of a miraculous instrument, crafted by one Nicolo Bussotti (a character modeled on Antonio Stradivari) that passes through the hands of several virtuosi over four centuries and three continents. Its rapturous tone beguiles generations of listeners. Several of its players die in ecstasy while playing it. Don McKellar’s chronologically labyrinthine plot sweeps the violin towards a fateful auction in the present day, concealing to the very end the source of the violin’s deadly mystique. Spoiler alert: We learn in the final minutes that the blessing and curse of the instrument is apparently soaked into the very grain of its soundboard. Bussotti had been crafting the violin for his unborn child. As he’s finishing the final sanding, he is summoned home to find that his wife has died in labour along with the baby. In abject grief, he bleeds her corpse to create a final vermillion varnish for the instrument, before going mad. The violin’s power is rooted in this single terrible, revelatory night: so say these storytellers, who in uncovering the mystery play the taut strings of our yearning for an essence we dream we could rescue from the vrittis of history. Continue reading “The Yoga Sutras and The Red Violin: a review of David Gordon White’s New Book”

“Vedic” Astrology: A Strange and Lovely Art from Time Gone By, Rife with Tender Bullshit Today

“Astrology developed into a strange discipline: a mixture of careful observation, mathematics and record-keeping, but rife with fuzzy thinking and pious fraud. Nevertheless: it survived and flourished. Why? Because it seems to lend a cosmic significance to the routine of our daily lives. It pretends to satisfy our longing to feel personally connected to the universe.” – Carl Sagan

The late Carl Sagan is spot-on here, but he left a few tasty ingredients out of the astrology stew. He left out poetry. Narrative acumen. The psychological intuition that comes out of watching people as carefully as one must watch the planets to predict their movements. He left out the burning desire to give consolation and express empathy through the correlation of cosmic and character patterns. And: the yearning for this consolation to come quickly, when research and science take so much effort. Sagan omitted the inscrutable moments of intimacy that can occur between two people as they consider the aspirations and anxieties of life, through a horoscope, darkly. His omissions are to be expected: he never practiced astrology. But I did. Continue reading ““Vedic” Astrology: A Strange and Lovely Art from Time Gone By, Rife with Tender Bullshit Today”

Where am I and how did I get here? /// Getting interviewed about a lot of stuff.

Scott Johnson of Still Point Yoga Centre in old London-town wanted to interview me about some stuff in advance of a visit to their Spring Gathering in April. Here’s what I said. 

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Hey Matthew, we are really looking forward to you coming to teach your first philosophy intensive for us at The Spring Gathering. How have you ended up teaching yoga philosophy?

It’s been a long and winding road. Through Buddhism, various meditation practices, lots of asana — but not as much as you’ve done! — and studies in the vidya arts of Ayurveda, Jyotish, Hasta Samudrika. I’m neither a Sanskritist nor a philologist, but I’ve spent years hanging out with those who are. I take Douglas Brooks’ advice that the deep textual work is the province of language specialists, but that those specialists don’t own philosophical discourse. Everyone who participates in yoga at any level can be a stakeholding interpreter of its rich history of ideas. One of the primary gifts of the postural movement the world has inherited from T. Krishnamacharya is that embodied practice seems to expose the concerns of yoga philosophy where they unconsciously percolate – in our very tissues.

As interpreters of yoga, we come with prior biases and learning strategies. My undergraduate studies consisted of Religion and Literary Theory; the latter demanded a certain fluency in continental philosophy, which I happily used to disrupt the former. I dropped out one term short of my degree to pursue my first unpaid career as a poet and novelist. So when I finally encountered the classics of yoga, a part of me naturally approached them as literature, with an ear tuned for language, context, history, comparative and interdisciplinary study. To me, no book really has covers: each is an open addition to a conversation never ends. I felt this to be true of the data derived from oral teaching relationships I had as well.

When I first encountered the Yoga Sutras, it was like picking up a crystalline poem from another world. It wasn’t simply instructive. Its aphoristic mystery evoked a quiet, minimalist, pragmatic approach to self-inquiry. It was so unlike religious discourse. There was nothing coercive about it, or even overly hopeful. It didn’t promise a new world for me to covet, but rather illustrated a process of quiet inward turning. So I tangled with it for years, and then wrote about my findings.

So what made you want to remix Patanjali’s Yoga Sutra and have you had any negative reviews from historians?

No substantial criticisms yet, although I’m sure that a few of my broader conjectures will be taken to task over time. This will be fair and welcome: I’m a generalist by nature, and it’s not entirely cricket to gum up a conversation about Patanjali with references to psychoanalysis and deconstruction!

What I haven’t been surprised by is folks grumbling about my impiety or lack of training. One guy wrote to me privately after not even reading my book (!), claiming I had no right to write about yoga, because obviously I hadn’t ever experienced samadhi. I asked him if he could also tell with his superpowers whether I’d ever tasted roast squirrel. Yogis attacking each other’s subjective experiences or attainments may be a venerable pastime, but it’s very stupid, and it doesn’t move the discourse along in any useful way.

My main motivation in wanting to “remix” was to open a conversation about how we interact with functionally obsolete but psychologically resonant paradigms. If we’re going to hold the Sutras up as some kind of user’s manual for life, we have to ask some hard questions of it. Do we really believe that our ultimate goal as human beings is to ascend into the splendid isolation (kaivalya) of pure consciousness? Do we really want to maintain good hygiene so that we can discover how disgusting our bodies are? Do we think that meditation can allow us to be bodysnatchers?

It’s “no”, I think, to all of these. So why has this text been translated and commented upon uncritically as an object of faith for the last 150 years with vanishingly little regard for the paradigm it is encountering currently? Why is an ascetic meditation manual advocating anti-social goals at the heart of the modern postural movement, as if it has anything specific to say about asana? Why is it held as a textbook to salvation, when it can’t even come close to addressing the complexities of neoliberal narcissism or radical climate change? I wanted to really chew on these questions. David Gordon White’s forthcoming “biography” of the Yoga Sutras will clear up many of the historical weirdnesses that swirl around the book. But what I’ve done — I hope — is to introduce a framework for evaluating the psychological and evolutionary value of the text, and to suggest how we might read it to best interact with current crises. I often say that “What Would Patanjali Do?” is the t-shirt for the book.

 You’re writing online is very prolific and inspiring. You use words incredibly well? Who are your literary inspirations/who inspires you?

I’m glad that some things are resonant. And I would thank you for the compliment, but it’s a bit of a condition, really. Borderline hypergraphia. I have a host of heroes who I struggle to mimic. Or I simply keep their books piled around me as though I could osmote whatever madness possessed them.

The late American neurologist Julian Jaynes. British psychoanalyst Adam Phillips. American philosophers Elaine Scarry (The Body in Pain),  Drew Leder (The Absent Body) and David Abrams (The Spell of the Sensuous). Most recent French philosophers, but mainly Julia Kristeva and Maurice Merleau-Ponty before her. People who drive me nuts with their internal conflicts, like Leonard Cohen. Crazy writers like William T. Vollmann and David Foster Wallace who are (were) writing nothing that could fairly qualify as either fiction or non-fiction. Richard Brautigan, whose suicide still haunts me. Andrew Solomon is a non-fiction master. The list goes on.

Among academics in my field I love David Gordon White and Douglas Brooks and Mark Singleton and James Mallinson and so many others. But then there are my online colleagues, from whom I’velearned so much through the years and more recently. Carol Horton, all of my co-contributors to 21st Century YogaJulian Marc WalkerDoug KellerJody GreeneSean FeitBob Weisenberg, the folks at YogaBrainsAngela Jamison… again, so many others. We don’t agree on everything, and that’s what’s really precious.

I’ve been quite closely inspired by my friend Michael Stone, with whom I exchanged long letters almost every day for nine months while we prepared for our sons to be born. We’re working on turning those letters into a book. I don’t know anybody else who has had as much disciplined spiritual-type training as he has had and yet is detached enough from it that it never gets in the way of the strange and joyful terrors of his life. He’s really helped me see something that my history with spiritual paths never quite made visible: that discipline need not harden a person, that its real aspiration is nothing more grandiose than making the practitioner more attentive. He’s had healthy relationships with his teachers, which helped me understand that such things are possible.

Then there’s my partner Alix, who is always inspiring me in conversation and by example. I’m fortunate enough to spend a good deal of time working from home, and it’s a rich pleasure to thrash out heady stuff with her while making dinner or changing diapers. She’s a writer, dancer, asana teacher, and she’s in school to become a psychotherapist. I can’t imagine a better colleague.

 What I also love about you is that you’re not afraid to tackle the contentious issues that the yoga and contemplative world sometimes raises (Cameron Shayne for example). How do you find people take being critiqued online?

My challenges to authoritarianism — whether it’s masked by piety, sentimentality, or charisma — come from a deeply personal turbulence for me, which seems to be gradually calming down with time. I grew up in an oppressive religious culture that liberally used corporal punishment and psychological hazing. That the religion happened to be Christian didn’t help, because something within me fetishized the image of the crucifixion, which, along with its motif of the necessary sacrifice of life into time, also has the very strange purpose of confusing love with cruelty. So when I see cruelty masquerading as love or wisdom, I respond with a wrathful heart. Of course a wounded person can be easily mistaken about what he sees.

I have openly criticized four teachers in my posts, only one of whom I had a personal relationship with. My efforts to deconstruct the world of “Geshe” Michael Roach arose from the association of his organization with the exile and death of Ian Thorson, who I had known as a dharma-brother in the late 90s. I broke that story to the world media, and a lot of good has come from it. Roach hasn’t been in touch personally, but hundreds of his ex-students have — to thank me. I don’t regret that work, but it made me realize that I’m still a pre-digital person in that I didn’t consider that publishing would forever link me with Michael Roach via Google, and that my descriptions would appear frozen in time, as if nobody changes. Part of me wants the whole thing to disappear, and it won’t.

When John Friend’s pants fell down on the interwebs, I criticized not him but the Anusara organization for allowing charisma and corporate scaling to obscure the promise of “heart-centred” learning. I think the analysis had something to offer to the burgeoning discussion of what “yoga community” actually is, and how it can be confounded by charisma and long-distance travel. But some people felt that I should have been an insider to really qualify to comment, and they were hurt by my intrusion. I understood their point, and empathized. Our devotions and investments carry such strong emotions. So when you wade into critiquing what is both an entrepreneurial structure and a spiritual family at the same time, it’s going to be messy. I’ve been happy to be able to apologize personally to a few folks for some presumptuous lines that an editor might have struck (– such is blogging).

My criticism of Krishnamacharya Yoga Mandiram’s handling of the Kausthub Desikachar scandal brought out mixed responses as well: gratitude from those who were disenchanted and those on the fence, and some expressions of hurt from those whose deep connection to the institution and its people was already perhaps wounded by the revelations of Kausthub’s alleged predation, and didn’t appreciate my outsider spotlighting. But my main point there wasn’t personal either. It couldn’t be: I don’t know any of the principals, and I was working from public documents only. My point was to ask whether global yoga is overburdened by a fascination with its cultural icons that allows us to project spiritual virtues onto people as flawed as anyone else. As if I really needed to ask — but here we are.

The process of tackling Cameron Shayne’s ethics was different. It confirmed the sad fact that too many people really can’t tell the difference between a philosophical or political disagreement and a personal attack. I made it clear throughout the scrap that I don’t know Shayne, that if I knew him I might even like him, that like everybody who doesn’t know him personally I have no way of assessing his personal behaviour, and that therefore I have no personal regard for him either way, but that this in no way diminished the validity of challenging his written views in a written form. Here was somebody arguing that yoga practitioners should be allowed to make up their own ethical codes as they go along by virtue of their self-reported wisdom attainments, up to and including sleeping with their students, power differentials notwithstanding. In fact, they must keep their own counsel alone in order to stay “authentic” to their personal journeys.

I wasn’t the only one who yelled “Wait a minute!” But everyone who spoke against his views was immediately dismissed as being judgmental or unyogic or “too intellectual” or whatever. “Everyone has their own path” was a common sentiment of deflection. It was one of those moments when one realizes that a substantial part of modern yoga culture is like two cookies of libertarianism and anti-intellectualism sandwiching a thick and creamy centre of consumerism. I joined the call-out because Shayne’s presentation of My-True-Self-is-the-Centre-of-the-World simply amplifies the narcissism coiled in the potential Achilles’ heal of any self-inquiry movement.

 Your London workshop with us is titled ‘Yoga Philosophy Digest’. What can the people of SYL look forward to with your workshop?

No answers for starters. And hopefully no presumption of expertise, either taken or given. I have an agenda described in the event copy, and I notoriously over-prepare, but I hope questions and discussions derail me, because that’s where the best stuff happens. I’d like it to be “digestible”, so we’ll take as much time as we need, and finish each session with Yoga Nidra, which is very good for brain metabolism. A weekend doesn’t scratch the surface of interpreting the Bhagavad Gita, the Yoga Sutras, and the Hatha Yoga Pradipika, but I do aim to provide a framework for how to develop life-long conversations around the questions that these books raise: “How should we live? Who am I? What are we capable of?” This is the surest route I know of for making jnana yoga both passionate and actionable.

And I’m serious about workshopping the questions in real time. I have a series of brief journaling assignments that I sprinkle into the discussion, and we’ll share the results in pairs, or to the group, for those who feel comfortable with that. A typical question that might arise out of considering Patanjali’s definition of santosha would be: “How do we practice contentment when are immersed within and perhaps even defined by consumerism?” Or, considering ahimsa: “Should anyone preach non-violence to indigenous peoples protecting their lands?” I’m happiest when people argue passionately in yoga studios about how best to care for the world. Argument on that level means that community is happening.

In the opening presentation, I’ll lay out some groundwork for the appreciation and use of yoga philosophy, considering some “best practices” with regard to historical clarity, the pluralism of paths, intercultural exchange, and other issues. From there, the content of yoga philosophy can be approached with intelligence, respect, and the healthy skepticism that’s the hallmark of all creative paths.

 It’s great that you are coming to The Spring Gathering and London. What are you looking forward to while here?

Maybe taking a class with John Scott, although I’ll be in child’s pose for about half of it! And then there’s meeting you! And everyone else I’ve only got to meet so far online. I’ve started traveling a lot over the past year or two, and it’s been splendid to grasp the warm hands that have typed so many messages to me… I’m looking forward to meeting people’s families as well. It helps me when I travel because I really miss Alix and our son Jacob. I try to Skype with them, but the bubby gets irritated when he can’t reach through the screen to pull my beard.

You are undertaking a fascinating project on injury and asana called ‘What Are We Actually Doing In Asana‘. Tell us more…..

It’s a qualitative research project into the experience of pain, injury, recovery, and learning through asana practice. I’ve conducted about 40 out of a projected 100 interviews with practitioners with injury stories to get a better picture of the landscape. I’ll also interview about 30 biomechanics specialists: physiotherapists, osteopaths, neurologists who have worked on the injured-yogis parade.

We’re about forty years into widespread global asana practice inspired by the students of T. Krishnamacharya, we’re at an ideal point in time to be asking some tough questions about how it’s all working out. We’re familiar with the positive stories and the occasional miracle: these are at the heart of our obsession with asana, as well as the moments of common bliss it illicits, along with the longer term sweetness so many begin to feel. But it only takes meeting three or four asana yogis scheduled for hip replacements way too early in their lives to send up the red flags.

When you poke around a bit, you realize that very few people haven’t been injured through asana practice, whether through poor instructions, invasive adjustments, or internal or socialized anxieties pushing them harder than is tolerable. My hope is that by exposing these stories clearly and analyzing them a bit, we’ll begin not to eliminate injury, which would be impossible, but to have more transparent discourse about what we want and what we’re willing to pay for it.

I think most of us have overlooked, whitewashed, or are simply unaware of the fact that some key pioneers of the modern yoga movement were influenced by two cultural constructs that are at great odds with the therapeutic promise that attracts most practitioners to the mat today. On one side, it’s highly probably that T. Krishnmacharya, like anyone committed to haṭhayoga coming out of the 19th century, carried age-old penitential and transcendent attitudes towards the body that informed the intensity of practice seen later in his students. The other influence was the general culture of British-inspired public physical education in Mysore in the years in which Krishnamacharya broke his teeth as a creatively driven young gym teacher.

As Mark Singleton relates from his interview research in Yoga Body, Krishnamacharya was hired by the Maharaja of Wadiyar to elevate yogasana from its degenerate and effeminate public perception into a virile, indigenous artform, while to integrating it into the body-building and competitive sports that the Maharaja was sponsoring. We have to imagine: what was the pedagogical mood of this 1930s Mysore gym culture as India campaigned for independence and theorized what it may need to prepare for potential strife? We can be pretty sure it wasn’t all Montessorri and sharing circles. We have to ask: did we really want to inherit antiquated pedagogical attitudes, and globalize them?

I’m bringing this out into the open not to detract from anyone’s contributions or to muckrake. The gifts of the modern postural movement are deep and will be long-lasting, and everyone who rolls out a mat today owes a huge debt of gratitude to our well-known innovators and popularizers. Nobody has shown as much curiosity and dogged inventiveness in correlating postural detail to psychic reality as has BKS Iyengar. And before Pattabhi Jois died, he managed to show an enormous number of practitioners that the full arc of practice – from ethics to ecstasy – could be mined through a graceful focus upon breath and movement, and that an asana room could become a pulsing temple. Who else in the 20th century really took such an idea seriously enough to push it as far as he did? These are extraordinary accomplishments that have left their mark upon every single stream of practice since.

But so many practitioners have been and are still being injured, both physically and psychologically, by a tapas we struggle to understand. The tapas has internal drivers for sure, but there are also cultural factors. And the ranks of the injured are far greater than we know: most of them just disappear into the street.

So far my research has shown that in addition to a poverty of biomechanics education and awareness — something that’s improving with each year’s refinement of YTT curricula throughout the world — the vast majority of asana injuries are correlated with three interwoven phenomena: 1) radical and invasive bodily adjustments administered by authorities to students to take them “deeper” into poses they cannot accomplish on their own; 2) attitudes of anxiety generated within the practitioner by the harsh pedagogy of attainment; 3) a confusion within students themselves about the perception and meaning of pain which can involve a range of psychological attitudes towards the value of the body, and even metaphysical commitments to certain ideals and the authorities that represent them. While we’ve made great strides in therapeutic intelligence, all three of these very current phenomena have a history to them, and are being handed down or sometimes amplified through current yoga heritage, where they are still hurting people.

My overall goal with this project is to offer some sobriety to the whole excitable enterprise. To let the poetry of pain, injury, disenchantment, recovery, and re-enchantment keep the marketing honest. Yoga culture in its present iteration is very youthful, and more than a few have been dazzled by its otherness and miracle stories. Growing up presents so many moral, emotional, and existential challenges. If we want to make good on the promise of yoga I think we all feel in our bones, we’ll do it. I’m reminded of what my therapist said once about relationships: it’s only when the romance finally dies that you actually have the chance to learn about love.

What Are We Actually Doing in Asana? (introducing the WAWADIA project)

On January 2nd, I posted a request to Facebook:

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Dear Facebook yoga practitioners —

I’m doing some research into asana-related injuries for an upcoming writing project. I would like to gather formal interview subjects, but also to hear, via private message whatever details you care to disclose. If you’d like to be an interview subject (Skype), let me know by personal message. Please do not use the comment function below.

By “asana-related injury” I mean any type of tissue damage, diagnosed or not, acute or mild, with sudden or gradual onset, that you believe was directly caused by performing asanas or vinyasa to the best of your ability, and according to the instruction you received. Continue reading “What Are We Actually Doing in Asana? (introducing the WAWADIA project)”

The Unbearable Distance of Belief: Notes on Icons, Appropriation, and the Second-Order Religiosity of Modern Yoga

I’m willing to bet that I’ve crossed the thresholds of a hundred or more yoga studios across the Americas and Europe. Most spaces play on the post-industrial vacancy of their former purposes: studios spring up in converted warehouses, old factory lofts, and now, I hear, in several abandoned malls of the Rust Belt. The first yoga studio I opened was in a vacant building on the riverfront of Baraboo, Wisconsin, in a bright open room where B-grade maple floorboards still bore the scars of the tool-and-die cutters that had roared there a generation before. Continue reading “The Unbearable Distance of Belief: Notes on Icons, Appropriation, and the Second-Order Religiosity of Modern Yoga”

Yoga Teacher Training

Alongside the more intensive courses I’ve taught through my studio and online work since 2006, I teach Yoga Philosophy, History & Culture, and Ayurveda modules for YTTs around Toronto and abroad. The YTT format is particularly enjoyable for me, as it brings students who are at a strong transitional moment in life that allows them to consider substantial shifts in self-perception, self-care, and worldview. The ethos and poetry of the material tends to substantially complement and support their growth in physical and contemplative intelligence.

New Module Launching March 2019: PRISM Training: A 30-hour yoga teacher training module in critical thinking and community health

Yoga practice is only as therapeutic and transformative as the communities that hold it are ethical, healthy, and resilient. Sadly, too many yoga communities have failed to deliver, while nevertheless portraying the experience of yoga in wholly positive terms.

Yoga practices and communities are prismatic: they throw off a full spectrum of light and dark colours. In this unique training module, we’ll play close attention to that range of experiences — from transformative to traumatic — as reported by people from many yoga communities. The intention is to encourage a practice of acknowledging and healing trauma patterns in the culture, so that communities can expand their inclusivity.

The discernment aspect of the module will use historical data to explore the interpersonal and structural aspects of harm and institutional betrayal in yoga communities over the past fifty years. We’ll look at how sexual abuse has been enabled by learning environments of toxic masculinity, somatic dominance and spiritual mystification, and supported and hidden by cultic dynamics. Then, trainees will be provided with inquiry exercises and a clear, actionable set of best practices to inform their community engagement and formation moving forward.

Central to these is the PRISM method, a practice to Pause, Research, Investigate, Show, and Model community health. Trainees will come away from this module with a clear and positive vision of how to preserve and nurture what they truly value about yoga as they share it with others.

This module draws on the five years of research and interviews that began with the WAWADIA? project, and are culminating with the publication of Practice and All is Coming: Abuse, Cultic Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond. It is 30 hours (50/50 in person/online) and provides CEUs through Yoga Alliance. It can fulfill requirements in ethics/history/philosophy in YA 200 or 500-hour RYT programs.

The in-person portion is 15 hours long, ideally scheduled into 5 3-hour discussion-based classes. It will encourage practices of reflective listening and conscious relationship. These sessions can fit into a 20-hour weekend training schedule with 5 additional hours of practice or discussion time facilitated by the host. The supported online component follows the in-person weekend, consisting of 50 personal inquiry questions to be completed in a time frame set by the director. The online platform will show completions.

Cost:

  • $2750 instructor’s stipend (base rate) or 60% of net income for the module
  • Travel and accommodation expenses. Billeting is fine.

$50 per trainee to cover one copy of Practice and All is Coming plus online access and administration. Please get in touch to discuss booking.

Workshop — From Interoception to Performance and Back Again: The Trauma-SensitiveTurn: Presentation and Discussion

Only a hundred years ago, traditional yoga instruction was transmitted orally, usually to one student at a time. The focus was on the psycho-spiritual realm, accessed through interoception: our natural talent for registering internal sensations. The instructor’s role was to guide the student towards an awareness of feelings and perceptions, and how they can be channeled or shifted by posture and breathing.

The early 20th century saw a colonial and technological shift to visual media as a primary pedagogical tool, and this changed everything. Demonstration and performance quickly began to dominate the teaching of physical yoga — and the bodies doing it. Photography became a means of isolating, cataloguing and commodifying postures for mass consumption.

Every citizen of Instagram knows all about how this can feel, whether good or bad. Or — how it doesn’t feel like anything, because visual epistemology overrides interoception.

However: old ways are coming back through new (but also old) ideas. “How do these postures feel?” — is once again becoming the dominant question, along with: “Is this functional, or is it aesthetic?” and: “Can I do yoga as though no one is watching?” The traumasensitive movement caps it all off by asking us all to consider yoga as a means for healing and restoring internal agency. Things these days seem to be looking up — or in.

Yoga Philosophy, History, Culture Module: Sample One

Questions in the Body: Yoga Philosophy and History Module

My focus is on opening the doors of yoga philosophy and history for lifelong study. In many YTT programmes, this material is simply glossed over, but as the industry grows and changes, the students and instructors who grow and change with it are those who can creatively engage the deepest questions the Yoga tradition asks. The culture is broad and its literature is vast, but every new instructor can get a clear foothold on its territory through considering the texts and practice contexts of four eras:

  1. The world-renouncing asceticism of the Yoga Sutras;
  2. The enigmatic challenge of the Bhagavad Gita to embody states of devotion and flow;
  3. The exuberant body-breath-mind experimentation of the medieval Hatha Yoga period; and
  4. Modern Hatha Yoga in the globalization era — which is what we’re most familiar with. It carries the echoes of everything that came before, but in a contemporary context that offers new possibilities and challenges.

Over the course of one or two weekends, we explore these four historical zones and their key ideas, and workshop how their ideas resonate with practice today. There will be lecture format, but we’ll also discuss, journal, and explore the various “bodies” of the Yoga tradition with free movement (and mental digestion) breaks. We’ll use a reading list and journaling assignments.

The overall goal is to workshop a contemporary synergy of yoga’s past with our current aspirations for a practice that is safe, therapeutic, and social justice oriented while retaining the threads of mystical inspiration that are as old as time. We’ll also look at the ethics of instructing in the modern era by not shying away from what has gone wrong (guru and lineage scandals, injury coverups) and what has gone really really well (innovation, trauma sensitivity, interdisciplinary sharing).

Alter, Joseph S. Yoga in Modern India: The Body between Science and Philosophy. Princeton, NJ: Princeton UP, 2004. Print.

Bryant, Edwin F., and Patañjali. The Yoga Sūtras of Patañjali: A New Edition, Translation, and Commentary with Insights from the Traditional Commentators. New York: North Point, 2009. Print.

Buitenen, J. A. B. Van. The Bhagavadgītā in the Mahābhārata: Text and Translation. Chicago: U of Chicago, 1981. Print.

Goldberg, Elliott. The Path of Modern Yoga: The History of an Embodied Spiritual Practice. Rochester: Inner Traditions, 2016. Print.

Jain, Andrea R. Selling Yoga: From Counterculture to Pop Culture. Print.

Larson, Gerald James. “The Bhagavad Gītā as Cross-Cultural Process: Toward an Analysis of the Social Locations of a Religious Text.” J Am Acad Relig Journal of the American Academy of Religion XLIII.4 (1975): 651-70. Web.

Michelis, Elizabeth De. A History of Modern Yoga: Patañjali and Western Esotericism. London: Continuum, 2004. Print.

Remski, Matthew. Threads of Yoga a Remix of Patanjali-s Sutra-s, with Commentary and Reverie. Createspace, 2012. Print.

Singleton, Mark, and Jean Byrne. Yoga in the Modern World: Contemporary Perspectives. London: Routledge, 2008. Print.

Singleton, Mark. Yoga Body: The Origins of Modern Posture Practice. OUP, 2010. Print.

Syman, Stefanie. The Subtle Body: The Story of Yoga in America. New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 2010. Print.

Svātmārāma, and Brian Dana Akers. The Hatha Yoga Pradipika. Woodstock, NY: YogaVidya.com, 2002. Print.

White, David Gordon. The Yoga Sutra of Patanjali: A Biography. Print.

“Matthew’s thoughtful exploration of Ayurveda, The Yoga Sutras, The Hatha Yoga Pradipika, and The Bhagavad Gita is an integral part of our teacher training program. He offers knowledge and insight that honors yoga’s complex histories and philosophies while placing his teachings in a rich context. Students consistently finish our program expressing gratitude for the ways in which Matthew’s gentle and informed approach touches their hearts and nourishes their daily practice.”
– Christi-an Slomka, Director of Kula Annex in Toronto

Yoga Philosophy, History, Culture Module: Sample Two

Between Transcendence and Therapy: What does the body in yoga want?

This weekend will explore the unfolding history of practice, grounded with conceptions of the yoga body and its purpose through time. We’ll look at Indian sources for the cosmic body, the body of sacrifice, the body as temple, the meanings of dismemberment and mortification in mythology, and then the “hydraulic awakening laboratory” of the medieval Tantric body. We’ll look at the confusing way in which “hatha” has been translated—as “violent exertion”. Is that accurate?

How do these bodies relate to modern, global, middle-class bodies of therapy and performance? How did the perception and consideration of the yoga body change with colonization, industrialization, photography, and the burgeoning of the Indian Independence movement?

Who was T. Krishnamacharya? Why was he teaching yoga? For whom? How many roles did he have to play? What role did demonstration have in his pedagogy? What did he teach the students who would go on to globalize yoga as a “secular religion”?

Finally, how can we see all of these influences—somatic, psychological, philosophical, and religious—in the contemporary yoga marketplace?

Throughout this journey, we’ll see a primary tension and paradox emerge: it can be hard to know what we’re actually doing in asana, because we’re unclear about the relationship between drives towards transcendence and therapy. The former often depends on vertical power relationships and can foster cultic environments, while the latter attempts to value horizontal learning relationships and informed consent.

In researching how modern practitioners navigated the physical and emotional costs of practice in terms of disillusionment and injury, Matthew has also had the great pleasure of interviewing thought-leaders who are revolutionizing practice to address these very stresses. Woven throughout the weekend will be the findings of researchers and teachers in biomechanics, neurophysiology and breath, psychology, cognitive/academic/language issues, and ultimate existential concerns.

Sample Breakdown:

Friday 5:30 to 8:00 pm
What sensations do we value in practice? The basic tension: Is “moksha” compatible with “self-care”?

Saturday 12:30 – 5:30 pm
Yoga bodies through history. How do we carry — consciously or not — drives towards sacrifice, transcendence, performance, perfectionism, consolation, protection? How do our yoga bodies reject, reflect, or spiritualize ideals from the culture in which we practice?

Sunday 12:30 – 5:30 pm
Yoga bodies moving forward. Are the values of scientific materialism and feminism compatible with yoga traditions? How does the singular body of the heroic yogi in history resonate with the individualistic body of neoliberalism? Can we practice in a way that fosters embodied interdependence?

This weekend will explore the unfolding history of practice, grounded with conceptions of the yoga body and its purpose through time. We’ll look at Indian sources for the cosmic body, the body of sacrifice, the body as temple, the meanings of dismemberment and mortification in mythology, and then the “hydraulic awakening laboratory” of the medieval Tantric body. We’ll look at the confusing way in which “hatha” has been translated—as “violent exertion”. Is that accurate?

How do these bodies relate to modern, global, middle-class bodies of therapy and performance? How did the perception and consideration of the yoga body change with colonization, industrialization, photography, and the burgeoning of the Indian Independence movement?

Who was T. Krishnamacharya? Why was he teaching yoga? For whom? How many roles did he have to play? What role did demonstration have in his pedagogy? What did he teach the students who would go on to globalize yoga as a “secular religion”?

Finally, how can we see all of these influences—somatic, psychological, philosophical, and religious—in the contemporary yoga marketplace?

Throughout this journey, we’ll see a primary tension and paradox emerge: it can be hard to know what we’re actually doing in asana, because we’re unclear about the relationship between drives towards transcendence and therapy. The former often depends on vertical power relationships and can foster cultic environments, while the latter attempts to value horizontal learning relationships and informed consent.

In researching how modern practitioners navigated the physical and emotional costs of practice in terms of disillusionment and injury, Matthew has also had the great pleasure of interviewing thought-leaders who are revolutionizing practice to address these very stresses. Woven throughout the weekend will be the findings of researchers and teachers in biomechanics, neurophysiology and breath, psychology, cognitive/academic/language issues, and ultimate existential concerns.

Sample Breakdown:

Friday 5:30 to 8:00 pm
What sensations do we value in practice? The basic tension: Is “moksha” compatible with “self-care”?

Saturday 12:30 – 5:30 pm
Yoga bodies through history. How do we carry — consciously or not — drives towards sacrifice, transcendence, performance, perfectionism, consolation, protection? How do our yoga bodies reject, reflect, or spiritualize ideals from the culture in which we practice?

Sunday 12:30 – 5:30 pm
Yoga bodies moving forward. Are the values of scientific materialism and feminism compatible with yoga traditions? How does the singular body of the heroic yogi in history resonate with the individualistic body of neoliberalism? Can we practice in a way that fosters embodied interdependence?

Yoga Philosophy, History, Culture Module: Sample Three

New Directions in Yoga Practice, Culture, and Service

Friday, 6-8: Seeing and Disarming Cult Dynamics in Yoga Groups

Matthew has spent the past six years researching and writing about the mechanisms of social control that enable abuse in yoga and dharma communities. This evening he’ll offer an exploration of what those mechanisms are, how they are so easily concealed by spiritual language and strategies for forming and supporting non-coercive community.

 

Saturday, 9:30 – 11:30: Defining Yoga: Navigating Private and Public Discourses with Integrity and Respect.

It’s natural for everyone to have a private definition of yoga practice. What could be more intimate and personal than the sensations and meanings of movement, breath, meditation, and contemplation? And yet, if we stop with our private definitions, we miss out on not only the historical richness and diversity of yoga literature, we run the risk of further fragmenting a heritage that has struggled to survive colonialism and now globalization. In this discussion, we’ll explore the difference between “yoga as a personal journey” and yoga as an historic spirituality with specific roots in Indian wisdom practice.

 

Saturday 2-4:30pm: The Trouble with Adjustments: Problems and Possibilities.

In many yoga spaces, teachers and students share the expectation that adjustments are a standard part of practice. But this aspect of modern yoga is marred by an uncomfortable history. At the dawn of the global movement in 1930s India, adjustments in key learning spaces such as the Mysore Palace merged with the somatics of corporal punishment. They conveyed assumptions about spiritualized pain and surrender, delivered through a pedagogy of unquestioned charisma and presumed consent. In combination, these factors have led to decades of blurred boundaries, sexualized touch, and general intrusion. If you’re a yoga teacher and you want to adjust people, this discussion will help you get square with this history first. It will help you think about how you will protect your students from it, especially in an unregulated industry. It will offer guidelines for moving forward in the creation of safe and student-driven yoga education.

Sunday: 10-12: What Is the Yoga Teacher’s Scope of Practice?

The modern yoga industry has aspirations towards therapeutic and social service, but few mechanisms to guide competency. It also has emerged from a pedagogy in which teachers have been explicitly rewarded for overstepping their trained skill sets. Some of this happens through earnest enthusiasm, but some of it intersects with outright manipulation. Complicating it all is the industry’s allergy to legal regulation. It is left to yoga educators, therefore, to get really smart about understanding and defining what the limits and possibilities of their training are. In this discussion, we’ll explore five potential guidelines that can positively inform scope of practice for the yoga teacher.

 

Sunday: 2-4: Does Yoga Support Social Justice Work? No and Yes.

The Bhagavad Gita was the favourite book of both Gandhi and his assassin. European fascist movements of the 1930s were fascinated with yoga. And today, practicing yoga is not a reliable predictor of one’s political persuasion. The Yoga Sutras will not teach you about reproductive rights, rape culture or white privilege. The Hatha yoga texts are in no way feminist. Is it a mistake to believe that practicing yoga makes you a better citizen or ally? In this discussion we’ll explore how social justice work really begins with education that comes from beyond the yoga mat. And — how those who are working in social justice movement really can trust yoga practice to help build resilience.

Student Testimonials

Ayurveda Modules

Because every training is different, I’ve had to develop several tools to accommodate hours requests. I’ve taught in 3, 4, 8, and 12 hour segments within 200-300 hour programs. At Del La Sol, I teach a 12-hour segment that also covers their lifestyle/nutrition categories. In some places, more extensive programming has been offered in elective format. Some programmes are grounded with the foundational work of my online “A Year of Ayurveda” programme, through Naada Yoga Montreal.

Ayurvedic Instruction for YTT Programs

Yoga Philosophy Instruction for YTT Programs

My presentation style is interactive, and always leaves room for workshop-style digression into any pressing personal or group questions that arise in the moment. I have done my best to activate the pedagogy with Powerpoint (keeping eyes up and out of notes), and breaking up data with activity and partner work.

Aside from the introductory material, I also present on special topics in yoga pedagogy:

  1. “Who’s in Your Class?”: teaching to constitution
  2. “The Ecology of Movement”: an ayurvedic approach to asana
  3. “Daily Ayurvedic Support for Yoga Practice”
  4. “Elemental Rest”: an ayurvedic basis for restorative yoga

About

About - Matthew RemskiI have been practicing meditation and yoga since 1996, learning from teachers from the Tibetan Buddhist, Kripalu, Ashtanga, and Iyengar streams. Along the way I’ve trained as a yoga therapist and an Ayurvedic consultant, and maintained a private practice in Toronto from 2007 to 2015. From 2008 through 2012 I co-directed Yoga Festival Toronto and Yoga Community Toronto, non-profit activist organizations dedicated to promoting open dialogue and accessibility. During that same period I studied jyotiśhāstra in a small oral-culture setting at the Vidya Institute in Toronto. I currently facilitate programming for yoga trainings internationally, focusing on yoga philosophy, culture, and the social psychology of healthy communities. In all subject areas, I encourage students to explore how yoga practice can resist the psychic and material dominance of neoliberalism, and the quickening pace of environmental destruction.

I’m the author of eight books of poetry, fiction, and non-fiction. Of Threads of Yoga: a remix of Patanjali’s Sutras with commentary and reverie, scholar Mark Singleton writes: “I don’t know of any reading of the yoga sutras as wildly creative, as impassioned and as earnest as this. it engages Patanjali and the reader in an urgent, electrified conversation that weaves philosophy, symbolist poetry, psychoanalysis and cultural history. There’s a kind of delight and freshness in this book that is very rare in writing on yoga, and especially rare in writing on the yoga sutras. This is a Patanjali for postmoderns, less a translation than a startlingly relevant report on our current condition, through the prism of this ancient text.”

My most recent book, Practice and All is Coming: Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond is earning praise internationally as a groundbreaking resource for critical thinking and community health.

I live in Toronto with my partner and our two sons.

Bio details: short form

  • RYT, E-RYT 500, YACEP (Yoga Alliance)
  • Formal (Tibetan) Buddhist study, initiation and meditation practice: 1996 – 2000. I’ve maintained a meditation practice since, but no longer identify as Buddhist.
  • Took first asana classes in 2000. Maintained daily practice until 2010, and practice approx. 3x per week since then.
  • 200-hour YT certification in 2003. (Darren John Main)
  • 200-hour Yoga Therapy training in 2005. (Rocky Mountain Institute of Yoga and Ayurveda)
  • 1000-hour Ayurvedic Health Education studies, 2005-2008. (American Institute of Vedic Studies)
  • Co-founded Yoga Festival Toronto in 2008.
  • From 2007 – present I have provided Ayurveda and Yoga Philosophy content for YTT and Yoga Therapy programmes internationally.
  • Studied Jyotisha Shastra and Ayurveda in an intimate oral-culture environment from 2008 – 2011. (Vidya Institute, Toronto)
  • 2009 – 2010: Attended intensive courses in Vastu Shastra and Hasta Samudrika with Hart DeFouw.
  • Co-published a book on the premodern/postmodern juncture in contemporary yoga. (2010)
  • Published a book on the Yoga Sutras in cultural and historical translation. (2012)
  • Published a study and resource manual for introductory presentations in Ayurveda. (2013)
  • 500-hour Professional Yoga Educator Certificate from Nosara Yoga Institute. (2014)
  • I estimate having trained for at least 1000 classroom hours with various senior asana teachers, and another 1000 with meditation teachers. I’ve instructed close to 4000 introductory-level asana classes. Between meditation, asana, and mantra recitation since 1996, I estimate that I’ve logged approximately 20,000 hours of home practice.
  • Publication of Practice and All is Coming: Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyond. (2019)

Bio Details: Timeline

  • 1971: Born in Northern Michigan.
  • – 1989: Raised Roman Catholic in a pre-Vatican II throwback school ( Michael’s Choir School, Toronto).
  • 1990 – 1998: Made a living as a church organist, choir conductor, busker, and writer.
  • 1991 – 1994: Attended University of Toronto, studying English literature and literary theory. Hung out pretty continuously with writers, and performed in fringe theatre, as well as with the Inner Stage, under the direction of the late Elizabeth Szathmary, who tried to give me lessons in Martha Graham technique. That was really hard.
  • 1994: Won a national poetry award.
  • 1994: During a period of emotional stress, I experienced a series of grand-mal seizures. Tests were inconclusive. The seizures resolved as the stress abated, and I have not experienced any for twenty years. But from that point on, I became very fascinated with spirituality – especially mystical states. The phenomena of Geschwind syndrome — hypergraphia and intense interest in religion – are alleged to arise from temporal lobe epilepsy. I find this resonant when I recall this period.
  • 1996: Published my first novel. Its theme and style are resonant with my seizure experience.
  • 1998: Published my second novel, which was inspired by Gravity’s Rainbow.
  • 1996 – 2000: undertook an extensive study of Michael Roach’s version of Gelukpa Tibetan Buddhism. I was initially captivated by his charisma and relatability, and Roach’s translation of the standard Gelukpa monastic curriculum was solid. The community that formed around him gave me, at first, a long yearned-for sense of belonging. As I began to meditate with the group, I also began to have strange quivering sensations that I didn’t understand, but which I associated with my previous history of seizures. After two years it became clear to me that he was a deeply flawed person, and that his presentation of Buddhist philosophy was deeply flawed. I’ve detailed this period of my life in many articles, like this one. Through Roach’s influence, however, I was also exposed to more legitimate teachers in his lineage, including his own Lama, the late Khen Rinpoche Geshe Lobsang Tharchin, from whom I took Tantric initiation in 1998. For over a year, I would make the trip from Vermont to New Jersey about once per month to hear him teach on basic Tibetan Buddhist texts. I also travelled to India twice on study trips – first for several months at the Library of Tibetan Works and Archives, and secondly with Roach’s group to Sera Me Monastery in Bylakuppe, to receive teachings from Geshe Thubten Rinchen. Throughout these four years, I estimate having sat through 1000 hours of oral teaching. I also began a preliminary study of Tibetan language, was meditating for about two hours per day, and studying textual materials for another two hours, while working as a radio DJ and a waiter. Before my disillusionment with Roach was complete, the last teaching I received in this lineage was from the late Geshe Lhundup Sopa, in the summer of 2000.
  • 2000, fall. After meeting with Roach one last time before he went into a three-year retreat, I took my first asana class in New York City. The teacher that day at Alan Finger’s YogaWorks was Jean Koerner.
  • 2000 – 2003: Lived at Endeavor Academy in Wisconsin Dells. I worked at the Ho-Chunk Nation Casino as a waiter for income. I’d gone on the advice of a friend in Vermont who suggested that I find his teacher, (the now-late) Charles Anderson. I was drawn to Anderson – and drawn in – through his anti-guru crazy wisdom, which both referenced and rejected multiple spiritualities. Practice consisted of a four-hour morning ‘darshana” during which Anderson would extemporize on a theme, and many of the approximately 200 people in the room, including me, would go into spontaneous ecstatic movement. In a way, it was a kundalini cult, although very few people there were conversant in the details and dangers of ecstasy. I eventually left not just because I was disillusioned by another authoritarian structure, but because I also wanted to learn more directly about this latent internal energy within me that certain practices and environments seemed to provoke. Many colleagues at the Academy had once been devotees of Sai Baba, Da Free John, Osho, or Swami Muktananda. One told me that “Yoga people know more about this stuff than Anderson does.” I had already felt these sensations stimulated by the intermittent asana practice I was doing.
  • 2003: Left the Academy and travelled to Costa Rica to do a YA-standard yoga teacher training with Darren John Main. Main is affiliated with the Kripalu method. During the training, he demonstrated a spontaneous asana practice reminiscent of Amrit Desai’s teaching method of “meditation in motion”. It had a profound effect on me, but I didn’t know how to pursue it further. I took up formal daily practice, which I maintained for seven years, after which I reduced my practice hours to a more sustainable (for me) 3 days per week. I maintained daily meditation practice throughout, floating between the several methods I’d learned.
  • 2004: Like many others in the early part of the decade, I mobilized my first training into a premature teaching job, opening a studio in Baraboo, Wisconsin with my partner at the time. This was the only studio in the state outside of the capital, Madison. In addition to running a full schedule of classes at Baraboo Yoga and Living Arts, I also taught daily at the Ho-Chunk Nation wellness centre, and weekly at the Lake Delton Wellness Clinic, the Wilderness Resort, and the Sundara Spa. This amounted to over twenty classes per week. I received great feedback, but I discovered very quickly that I was over my head in terms of my educational level and ability to serve individual needs. I attended classes at Mound Street Yoga in Madison, and made almost-monthly trips to Chicago for weekend intensives with visiting teachers. My favourite teacher was Kim Schwartz, and I sought him out whenever possible in Chicago, and once travelled to New Mexico for private lessons. Through Kim I became aware of Ramanand Patel, who I would study with whenever possible as well. I also attended intensives with Tias Little, Hart Lazer, and Adhil Palkhivala.
  • 2005: By this point, I knew that I wanted to go further with my studies, because it was clear that the standard choreographies I had learned to present – even with modifications – weren’t necessarily beneficial for everyone who was coming to my classes. I travelled to California to take the 250-hour Yoga Therapy Training offered by Rocky Mountain Institute of Yoga and Ayurveda, administered by Saraswati Buhrman, with many visiting teachers on the faculty. At this point, Yoga Therapy was as messy and sprawling a discipline as asana instruction outside of strict methods has always been. The IAYT had existed rather quietly since 1989, but only reformed with some strength and direction in 2004. My training predated this tide of professionalization (which is still not complete). I returned to Baraboo with a certification in Yoga Therapy, and with what I felt was a modest improvement in my ability to give private lessons for particular mobility and stress-reduction needs.
  • 2005: The most captivating part of my YT training was its introductory presentation of Ayurveda. I was fascinated, and, along with thousands of others, plunged into correspondence study through Dr. Frawley’s American Institute of Vedic Studies, eventually completing 1000 hours of study, qualifying me as an “Ayurvedic Health Educator”, and an “Ayurvedic Yoga Therapist”. Again, I quickly felt that I didn’t know as much as I wanted to, and was always looking for opportunities to upgrade my studies while continuing to work and help raise a family.
  • 2005: Attended University of Wisconsin in Madison, with the intention of completing my abandoned degree and pursuing Religious Studies.
  • 2006: Left Wisconsin (and college, again) to move back to Toronto.
  • 2007: Opened Renaissance Yoga and Ayurveda with my former partner in our Toronto home. I also began teaching at the Toronto Athletic Club, and various yoga studios around the city. Again, the schedule was heavy, at around 20 classes per week. I also began to give private asana instruction, and to provide Ayurvedic Health consultations to private clients. I was also contracted to give preliminary presentations in Ayurvedic view as pertaining to yoga training for YTT programmes throughout the city. Through to the present, these programmes have included Downward Dog, Yoga Plus, Yoga Tree, Octopus Garden, Del La Sol, 889 Yonge, Kula Annex, Ahimsa Yoga. For those interested in more in-depth presentations of Ayurveda, I organized small classes at my home studio.
  • 2007 – 2012: Maintained a busy schedule of Ayurvedic health education consultations at RYA and other venues.
  • 2008: Co-founded Yoga Festival Toronto. This was a non-profit, non-commercialized, affordable 3-day event featuring local teachers and roundtable discussions. It ran for five years.
  • 2008-2011: Continued my education in the most “traditional” environment I’d encountered, plunging into heavy study of Jyotish Shastra (East Indian Astrology) through classes offered at the Vidya Institute, which was directed by Gitte Bechsgaard, a long-term student of Krishan Mantri – also the teacher of Robert Svoboda and Hart Defouw. (I know very little about Mantri’s background and story.) My Jyotisha teacher was a long-term student of Defouw’s, and is now a Naturopathic Doctor. My daily practice (approx. 3 hours of mantra and study) of Jyotisha elided richly with my Ayurvedic training: they are closely-related limbs on the tree of Vedic vidya. From 2009 to 2011, I was encouraged to apply introductory analysis of natal charts within the context of Ayurveda consultations. However, at the same time, I entered psychotherapy. I quickly realized that these cultural paradigms were completely incompatible, and that while Jyotisha is a fascinating intuitive artform that can provoke positive discussion and contemplation, it projects an inherent power imbalance between Western readers and clients that I do not believe is beneficial in the culture to which I belong. This realization provoked a break from my teacher, that has since been repaired. He no longer practices Jyotisha either.
  • 2009 – 2010: Attended intensive courses in Vastu Shastra and Hasta Samudrika with Hart DeFouw.
  • 2009 – 2012: Instructed introductory courses in Ayurveda at the Canadian College of Naturopathic Medicine.
  • 2008: Reintegrated daily writing into my life. I consider it part of my daily practice to this day.
  • 2010: Published a second book of poetry.
  • 2010: Published Yoga 2.0, with Scott Petrie.
  • 2012: Broke the story of the death of Ian Thorson, a long-time student of Michael Roach. I used existing reports and provided reflections and memories from my three years in Roach’s cult.
  • 2012: Published Threads of Yoga.
  • 2012 – present: Expanded my repertoire to give introductory presentations in yoga philosophy, vocal presence in teaching, meditation practice and instruction. Began to travel internationally for presentations. I sharply drew down my public asana teaching during this time. I continue to lead restorative yoga classes occasionally.
  • 2012: Developed the Ayurvedic component of a 50-hour restorative yoga training in conjunction with Octopus Garden Yoga Centre.
  • 2014: Co-published a book on family life and spiritual practice with my friend Michael Stone.
  • 2014: Published a third book of poetry, about the continuity of the rosary in my life as I’ve moved through Catholic, Buddhist, and Hindu identifications.
  • 2014: Received a 500-hour Professional Yoga Educator Certificate from Nosara Yoga Institute.
  • 2014: Covered the emerging scandal surrounding the late Swami Satyananda and several of his senior students, accused by multiple sources and survivors of sexually violating children and women in ashrams in Australia and India. My post called for a global boycott of Bihar School of Yoga materials until full disclosure is made, and reparations are paid to the victims.
  • 2014 – present: Embarked on “What Are We Actually Doing in Asana?”, a research project into the psychosocial contexts for injury and harm in yoga practice. I published a working thesis in the fall of that year. Recently, however, my research has narrowed to focus on what I believe is at the root of the many shadows cast by the global yoga movement: the fruitful but vexing tension between therapeutic and transcendent ideals. [Update here.]
  • 2016: covered the sexual assault lawsuit against the Jivamukti Yoga School.
  • 2017: initiated coverage of the #metoo statements of former Ashtanga student Karen Rain.
  • 2018: published the first fact-checked summary of the crimes of Pattabhi Jois, featuring nine survivor testimonies.
  • 2019: published Practice and All is Coming: Abuse, Cult Dynamics, and Healing in Yoga and Beyondwith EWP.
  • 2019: covered the Manouso Manos story.

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